Kaity Your Lady

Second Photo shoot

2012-02-07T23:02:00.001-08:00

I had so much fun with this photo shoot! The last one was a bit overwhelming. I was too worried about getting all the photos taken in the 3 1/2 hours my photographer had, putting together outfits with fun accessories, and getting all my models ready in time. This time around was so carefree and fun! I fell in love with the homes in St. Francis Wood a long time ago, and when I tried to think of the perfect location for this particular line (I only made two of the dresses from this line) my roommate Katie reminded me of it and I knew it had to be in the midst of all those gorgeous millionaire's homes. I was worried we would get kicked out before we even got a few photos but Katie (my "assistant stylist";) kept reassuring me it was not against the law to take pictures in front of someone's home. Maybe not, but we probably got a little too close. At one point a woman looked out her window as my model, Natalie, was standing on her porch. I had a flashback to my hooligan teenage days when my friends and I would toilet paper the neighborhood boys houses. It was so thrilling and I loved the adrenaline rush, but horrifying when you think you're being sneaky and you look up to make eye contact with someone through the window. I felt like screaming "RUUUUUUUUUN!" I was sure we were done for but she just smiled and waved. I think she was flattered that we were appreciating her garden. My friend Joe was the wonderful photographer for this session. I am SO pleased with his work! I recommend clicking on each one to make it bigger and scrolling through it that way. After all, they're going to be 11" X 14" in my book.

My Portfolio

2012-02-01T22:27:00.002-08:00

I present to you my favorite images from the photo shoot we took last Saturday. I can only have up to two photos maximum of each outfit for my portfolio. Some of the looks have too many good ones to chose from! How can I decide!? My friends are beautiful and they make me look good. I am very happy about the outcome of this photo shoot and I can't wait to see what they'll look like in my big, fat portfolio book! I only have one more shoot to do and then I will be done with this portion of my book. This is not all one line, but segments from several.

Resolutions for 2012

2012-01-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

I know, it is the end of January, but I couldn't let a whole month pass by without blogging at least once! So I decided to share my new years resolutions I had made back at the end of December. So far I've been sticking to them! Lets hope I am creating some stellar habits and getting even a smidge closer to becoming the woman I want to be.

1. Set money aside for savings with every pay check

I've never been good at saving money, much to Allysann's chagrin. She is one of the biggest crusaders I know for creating multiple savings accounts and not ever touching them. Ever. I know she is right, but how is a girl supposed to save if she is literally living from paycheck to paycheck? Like, I mean down to the very last penny. But I decided that instead of getting fast food with my friends, I could afford to say no to that every once in a while and put at least $2.00 into my savings. That's how much 2 hamburgers from the dollar menu at McDonalds cost. Ya get me so far? I know it won't amount to much but the point is that I am establishing a habit that will hopefully benefit me in years to come.

2. Write down all thoughts and promptings from the holy ghost

I feel like I will have a stronger relationship with God if I make a point to write down any impressions or ideas that call for action. I think it will help me differentiate between my own thoughts, and gentle nudges from above. I'll learn to recognize the Lords "voice" and be a better tool in his hands. This is something I think is extremely crucial for a person to have in life and it's high time I work for it!

3. Go to the temple once a month

I had such a perfect record of going once a week when I was in high school, and at Utah State University. Moving out to San Francisco made it a lot more inconvenient and harder to accomplish. I am ashamed to say that there have been months at a

time go by before I make it there again. I want this foolishness to stop. Believe it or not, this will probably be my hardest one to commit to. But I am determined. I need the blessings of the temple more than ever right now.

4. Keep a gratitude journal

I believe entirely in the theory of a grateful heart is a happy heart. I am convinced that I will be a more pleasant, joyful, and peaceful person to be around if I continually acknowledge the blessings in my day to day life. When I take the time each day to recognize the Lord's hand in my life I will, A) give credit where it is due, B) understand the love He has for me and those around me, and C) be humbled by his constant care and watchful eye. I have decided that my commute home at night is a perfect time to whip out the old gratitude journal and think about my blessings for the day. So far so good!

There are more, but they are a little more personal and I don't feel much like admitting to them right now.

And just for random's sake, and because this post is in need of an image, my friend John took this picture of me a few Sundays ago and I thought "gee whiz Kaitlin, you would make a swell piano teacher!" Too bad I don't play piano. That is also on my resolutions list, but I'm saving that one for when I am filthy rich.

Ho Ho Ho!

2011-12-16T17:45:00.000-08:00

In exactly one hour and fifteen minutes from now I will be hopping a plane to Utah. EEEEEEEEEEE DAJFDLJFD{A:DLKJOJDJAOEPJJFH KUHOFUTDYTVKG IUGPIUHG{OIUTYREIOUGPOIJ{PIOHJ GIUGUY!!!!!! It's Christmas! I have been waiting for this since probably around May. Just ask my roommate Ciara! She was very disgruntled that I was trying to rush summer. But I just can't help it and that's the truth!! Oh Martha! Oh Christmas! I get to spend the most blessed time of the year with (some) of these people for the next few weeks. I'm absolutely inconsolable when I think that Sharon, Dan, Caroline, Charlotte, Peter, Amelia, and Georgia (who I haven't met yet!) aren't going to be there waiting for me. BUT I won't let it ruin Christmas for me! I'm going to be of good cheer and try to carry the Christmas spirit! Because, as president Monson said in this last Christmas devotional, the spirit of Christmas is the spirit of Christ. Yup. That's the truth if I've ever heard it.

I found some pictures of Christmas past (I think 2001 which would make me 13). Wow. I'm so glad I grew up. Hooray for sisters! Hooray for my brother who never makes pictures! Hooray for Christmas! Hooray for time off from school! Hooray for the best friends I'm going to see! And the cousins too! Hooray for the spirit of Christ!

Oh, if you're looking for good Christmas scriptures, try reading about Christ's birth from the Book of Mormons' point of view. Helaman chapters 14-16 ( I LOVE Samuel!) and Third Nephi chapter 1. read verse 13 in particular. I fell in love with that scripture in high school and it still makes my heart glow today.

Also (I thought this would just be a quick post but I should have known myself better!) go look at my sister Sharon's latest post. I've never been one to brag about my nieces, mostly because I understand nobody else cares. Really! Most people don't even know I have nieces! But in this case I am willing to make an exception. If this doesn't melt your heart then you don't have one. Oh my goodness she is such a bundle of Christmas fluff! Charlotte also posted something pretty adorable on her blog too. Love you sistas!

Ode to my mother

2011-12-11T23:12:00.001-08:00

My cute little mom.

Today, December 14th, is my dear mammy’s birthday! To celebrate another successful year here on earth, I would like to dedicate a little tribute to this wonderful woman who gave birth to me-mine was the easiest of all her births by the way. I was always such a model child. Right Ma!?

There are so many reasons I am grateful that Melanie Carter McKinlay is my mother. She is a wonderful mom and I believe she’s done right by all her kids. Some (but definitely not all!) of the useful and good qualities she has tried to instill in her children are manners, proper grammar (although I fall short far too often), affection, articulation (my father helped in this as well), and the growth and strengthening of our own personal testimonies.

When we were children my mom taught us to answer the phone “McKinlay’s residence, may I ask whose calling?” The person on the line would state their name and business and we would (if all went according to plan) hand the phone over to my mother to take it from there. Now that I’m older I can only imagine how hilarious it would be to hear a squeaky baby voice answer the phone in such a proficient manner. I also have a distinct memory that illustrates how important manners were to my mom. I was about 4 or 5 and was visiting the dentist. I remember the nurse gave me numbing shots and told me they were just little “mosquito kisses.” Hardly. I laid there still as a rock with silent tears leaking out of the corner of my eyes. I kept saying to myself “ooch ouch I’m a soldier!”, a phrase my mother taught me and used mostly when she was trying to brush through my snarly hair and was wearied of my whiny complaints. Anyway, I remember specifically saying thank you to the nurse for any and everything. She would grab a tissue and wipe away my tears, whimper an apology for inflicting so much anguish on such a young and helpless soul (I think I was truly breaking her heart. She probably quit that day.) Nevertheless, the “thank yous” continued throughout the whole process and when she returned me to my mother she exclaimed that she had never met such a polite child before! I have my mother to blame completely for that. After all, kids that age are nothing but parrots mimicking what they hear their parents say all day right?

I am also eternally grateful that my mom had such strong feelings about braces for her children. Braces were something her parents couldn't afford for her growing up and she always vowed her children would have beautiful, straight pearly whites. Well, when she made that powerful declaration I’m sure her young heart couldn't imagine that someday she would have a hopeless child who would wear braces for 6 years. But alas, a promise is a promise so she stuck by her word and saw me through to the very end. I got braces when I was in 5^th grade and finally had them removed the second to last day of my sophomore year. Thank you mom, I shudder to think what an unsightly mess I would be today if you hadn't kept that promise to yourself years ago. If it hadn't been for your generous heart I would probably look like this.

Here they are, so young and unsuspecting of the future.

My mother also did her darndest to stay involved in her children’s lives even though it was necessary for her to work. She was the art teacher at Joaquin Elementary School when 4 of her children were attending. That was pretty fun actually. She is also a talented professional storyteller and always told holiday stories for her children’s classes whenever there was a party! Oh to be in elementary again. She sacrificed more for her family then any of us ever knew, especially during that time of my life and I want you to know mom that people are slowly starting to come out and reveal your secret sacrifices. It warms my heart till its overflowing and I feel powerfully thankful for your good example and selfless heart.

This is a photo taken this last August when she and my sister Sharon came to visit me. We held a storytelling night and she captivated my friends for a few hours. She's got such a flare for the dramatics!

My mother is the first person I call when I have news to share, be it good or bad. I appreciate the way she listens and doesn’t stop me when I talk and talk and talk for a long period of time before realizing she hasn’t said anything and I may have lost the connection. Our phone calls consist of me talking for a half an hour, then throwing in every once in a while “mom… are you there?” “Yes sugar, I’m here.” I love to talk about old movies and movie stars with her, (she loves them just as much as me!) in fact I think I really owe my passion for nostalgia and history to my parents. They raised their children on T.V. shows and movies they grew up with. I’m extremely grateful for that!

I never had to wonder if my mother knew that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints held the truth or not. She throws it into almost every situation and conversation and reminds you how important it is to keep an eternal perspective on life. Whenever I had a problem growing up she would ask “well, did you pray about it?” and “what do you think Heavenly Father would like you to do?” She was constantly bearing her testimony through conversation and I know it held an immense influence on the foundation of my character. The first sparks of my testimony were ignited because I knew my mother had one and I trusted her.

She is a very tiny momma. I love to hug her because my arms wrap around her neck and she buries her little face into my chest. Yup, lucky momma, she gets the booby trap in full force! But in all seriousness, I think you’re shrinking marm. Every time I go home you seem to reduce in size.

See what I mean? She's standing on her tip toes and I'm squatting. She's just a yittow mommy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARMSKI! I love you and I am SO glad I was sent to this earth through you!

Double, Double Toil and Trouble; Fire Burn, and Caldron Bubble!

2011-10-18T23:32:00.000-07:00

Those of you who know me best know that I have always had a special place in my heart for witches. Whether they're good, silly, ridiculous, sinister, funny, whimsical, or historical, I love them all. I can't really tell you why, I suppose it must have something to do with my overall love for whimsy and imagination. But there is something about humans possessing magical powers that has always intrigued me since as far back as I can remember.

For example, when I was a little girl I used to ride my bike to the downtown Provo Library (before the new fancy one was built) and check out the same book every single time. Weeny Witch. It's a story about a young little witch that is raised by a family of witches and is teased for being different because she is kind, loves flowers, and all other good things in the world. Somehow through a series of events (I can't

remember them now) she finds out at the end of the book that she is actually a fairy and belongs with the fairys that light the stars at night. They accept her as their long lost princess and they live happily ever after. This book fulfilled every fanciful little girl dream I could possibly have mustered ;) I loved the illustrations especially!

Something reminded me of this book a while ago and I decided that I wanted it among my book collection right next to Charles Dickens and C.S. Lewis. But what kind of horror do you think I felt when I discovered that it costs $150.00 on Amazon !! I checked out ebay too and it's just as bad! Apparently the book is "vintage" now. It was published in 1968. Aw nuts. I knew even when I was a child that the book was older, which probably added to its appeal, but come on! I'm so disappointed. Maybe some day when I have a baby (assuming that a baby shower will follow) I can register for it and hope that some filthy rich distant relative will feel like shelling out a bit of chump change on my behalf.

Anyway, all this nostalgia got me thinking and I remembered quite a few stories, movies, and TV shows that had some sort of influence on me and my witch loving ways. When I was a tween I loved the show Sabrina the Teenage Witch. The acting is awful and the story line was pretty blah too, but she was a witch! And so were her aunties! And that's all I cared about. Oh and that black cat of hers, Salem! What a crack up! Never a dull moment with that feline. Then there was the absolutely insipid, but undeniably hilarious movie Teen Witch. If you haven't seen this movie, please do! It's 80's in it's prime! My new roommate Katie told me in passing that she owns it and I cried, laughed, and danced for 10 minutes straight. A bond of trust and understanding was formed between us that very moment.

Bewitched was another TV show I adored. I remember SO looking forward to Nick at Night! And it wasn't officially Halloween until I watched Hocus Pocus. It's a holiday classic.

(Check out Endora's makeup. Is that witchy or what!?)

And lets not forget the book that has had a profound influence on my life and was a key player in my upbringing. You all know I have infinite love for the Harry Potter books. My family is possibly J.K. Rowling's biggest fans. I grew up with Harry and the gang. Every summer my family waited in line for the midnight release and then spent the rest of the summer listening to my mother read the books out loud. Those are some of my favorite memories to tell you the truth. Imagine five girls all sprawled out on one bed, giddy with anticipation while my mom took her time making sure to do voices and accents to boot! She also made sure to draw attention to the religious parallels as well as social commentary. She's an English and drama teacher. Enough said. But may I just take a moment to give credit where it's due... namely me ;) When I was in 6th grade my teacher began to read the first Harry Potter book out loud to the class. It was only moderately popular and recommended by most librarians. Which meant nobody wanted to read it. Basically they weren't very famous yet. But the moment Mr. Ludlow opened that book and began to read about Dumbledore putting out the street lights and Professor McGonagall prowling the streets as a black cat, I was hooked. This book was about magic and witches! Score! Unfortunately my family moved from Provo to Orem half way through the year and I was cut off from Harry Potter. However, I, being a sly young thing, knew that my sister's birthday was coming up and I convinced my mother that what this particular sister needed for her birthday was a good book! And I knew one that was perfect for her! Yes, I was using my sister's birthday for my own personal gain. BUT Charlotte always wanted to be an author and I knew that she would be one sister that wouldn't cry if she got a book on her birthday. Book orders came to my school and I finagled my mom into buying it for dear old Charlotte. I can't remember how we all came to love it, or exactly why my mom decided to read it out loud to her kids, but I take great pride in knowing that I loved Harry before he became a worldwide sensation.

I have to tell you all that even though I just outed myself by making it sound like I'm a complete wierdo, rest assured I am not! I don't play dungeons and dragons, I've never tried to cast my own spells (at least not over the age of 10), and I don't much care for unicorns or women in leather bustiers. I just have a deep, burning love for imagination.

Happy Halloween!

My Latest Projects

2011-09-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

Well, I did it. I finished all my finals on time and barely survived. But you know I must say I am getting better at handling stress. When I first started school it seemed like tears were inevitable and I was extremely resentful of all-nighters. But now that I am almost done it seems that I have simply accepted the challenges and confronted them head on. Just get it done. No sense in wasting energy crying or in self pity. I've really grown up! Look at what a big girl I am!

So here is the couture gown I made out of gold sequined lace, white silk satin, and a black silk twill weave. It looks nice and limp hanging there on my wall, but it won't fit on my dressform because the shoulders won't retract. I promise that when that little gathered peplum skirt is sitting on the hips and the formfitting trumpet skirt hugs the figure, there's nothin better ;)

And here is the corset I made for my costume specialties class. We had to find an image of a real corset and recreate it. I chose a design from the late 1800s, but the inspiration for the colors and fabrics was Marie Antoinette. Have you seen that movie? The colors are DIVINE! It's a real feast for the eyes.

I Just Snagged Me An Internship!

2011-09-07T13:44:00.000-07:00

Ya know how morbidly infatuated I am with gorgeous vintage clothing, and old Hollywood glamour in particular? Well, I just accepted an internship that is only going to encourage my lust for charming antique clothing. It’s called Dollhouse Bettie. They design and sell vintage inspired lingerie. These designs are ultra-feminine, sexy, and oh so glam! Everything I believe in! You may be thinking that I’ve been heading in this direction for some time now, remember this post and this post? But the truth is I was really surprised at how much I wanted this internship. I never knew that I was so interested in undies. Don’t worry, I’m still involved in bridal and business wear, but this will be new knowledge to add to my skills! I can’t wait to learn how to sew and make patterns for lingerie! Underwear is a whole new ball game. I rarely ever work with knits, elastics, and designing on the bias. I know it’s going to be a challenge but once I’ve mastered it I’ll be so glad I did! And it will look impressive on a resume. I’m so thrilled! I’ll leave you with some images that should make your heart giddy with girly excitement! This is the kind of stuff I'll be doing :)

And here is the sign for Dollhouse Bettie just outside the shop!

P.S. I was so excited when I saw their logo, I recognized it instantly! It's the beautiful and ultimate pinup girl Bettie Grable (who the store is named after). She's famous for that picture on the left, and especially for her "perfect" legs. Love it.

Couture

2011-08-10T15:38:00.001-07:00

I've been dreading the required couture class since the day I was a young fresh student here at the Art Institute and found out we would have to spend hundreds of dollars on amazing, luxurious, expensive, but downright sinful fabrics. This is one of the most expensive classes in my curriculum and that's saying something. But now that I am finally taking those fun and anxiety filled upper division classes, I have found that this is one of my favorite projects I've ever done. It should be! I spent waaaaaaay too much time on it.

Sharon, her baby Caroline, and my mother came to visit me this last weekend and it was blissful. I loved every minute I had with them! And of course now I'm mourning their departure. Like seriously people, it kinda feels like a heart break. But sadly I have to say that we spent most of our time together working on this project. It was just too bad that they came to see me the weekend before midterms. We made the most of it though and turned it into bonding time. I sketched out all my illustrations, then Sharon traced over everything in ink, then we sat for HOURS and colored and shaded them in. I felt guilty for doing my homework the whole time they were here, but I must say I loved working with a fellow designer- Sharon (even though she deals with the interior of buildings instead of apparel) . We were able to collaborate together and inspire each other. I already had my designs and color pallet picked out, but Sharon talked me into some of the most exquisite fabrics! I stayed up with Sharon another late night cutting fabric swatches and attaching them to each illustration. My mom made herself useful by keeping the baby happy and reading out loud to us while we worked. It was a wonderful weekend but I'll have to blog about it later.

I knew full well that by the end of this class I was going to make one, but my teacher told us not to think about it and to be sure to give each gown equal amounts of attention. After I presented it on Tuesday my class and the teacher had a tough time deciding which one should actually be constructed. I have my favorites, but I couldn't even choose which one I wanted to make!

I debate on whether I should even post pictures or not because I know they look dinky and not even great when they're so small on the computer, but I thought you might be interested in what I've been up to. So without further ado, I give you my couture collection for Fall 2012...

Vivien has pearl detail around the neckline and under the bust.

Suzette's dress is made entirely out of gold lace with sequin details.

Sophia has the gold lace and sequins and a gold silk skirt.

Penelope's dress is made entirely out of a sequined cream fabric. It was $150 a yard, but it was GORGEOUS!

I love Mary Katherine's. She has a black silk suit.

Marie has a soft pink champagne colored silk with tiny silver stripes. It may sound ugs, but it's a really pretty fabric.

Kate has a black silk dress, tool underskirt and a silk pink sash.

Julia is wearing a charcoal grey silk suit and a cream blouse underneath.

Jane has the champagne colored silk blouse, the champagne with silver stripe for the top skirt, the charcoal grey for the bottom skirt, and tool for underskirt. Lots going on here.

Jaclyn has a cream silk dress with a gold lace overlay.

Harriet is one of my favorites! I love that stand up collar! She has the cream sequin top, charcoal grey peplum skirt, and the black silk skirt.

Gwen is wearing the champagne pink and charcoal grey.

Gloria is in complete cream silk satin.

Ginger has the pink silk, and a white sheer over-skirt with rosettes bordering the bottom.

Genevieve is another one of my favorites, probably because it's "so me" I think. She has the charcoal grey silk cowl turtleneck, the cream sequin top skirt, and a cream silk bottom skirt.

I love Eva too. She's wearing grey, black, and cream silk.

Charlotte is in complete cream colored silk.

Olive has the champagne pink silk for top and bottom, the over skirt is the pink and silver stripe, and she also has a cream crepe for the pleated and ruffled top.

Cecily has the cream sequin top, pink with silver stripe top skirt, and the cream silk for bottom skirt.

Daphne has charcoal grey silk, and Chantilly lace ruffles. She also has a sexy key hole in the back ;)

Caroline is wearing gold silk on top and the gold sequined lace for the tiered skirt.

Amelia has the loose black silk for the top, and the cream silk for the bottom.

Madelyn is wearing the charcoal grey silk and the pink with silver stripe silk.

And finally, the winner! Eleanor is the one the whole class finally voted on. She is wearing a gold, sequined lace bodice and black silk on the bottom. I have the pleasure of creating this gown all within 5 weeks. I also have to worry about all my other finals. Wish me luck!

Did Someone Say Slumba Partay!?

2011-07-22T15:45:00.001-07:00

One of the projects I am working on this quarter is a line of women's sleepwear. I figured it would be a fun change from all the bridal and business wear, plus it would look swell in my portfolio! I must say that I am falling in love with my chosen profession all over again! These moments are crucial because if I am not reminded how much I enjoy it from time to time I would have jumped off the golden gate bridge by now. Alright so that was a bit melodramatic, but I'm just sayin it's not always a basket of roses. Anyway, the more I form my concept and find inspirational images the more I want to jump in my pants triple time! I am SO excited about this!

It all started when I began to brainstorm "things I love". I had written a list months ago of things that inspire me, or that I really enjoy. I Dream of Jeannie was on that list. The moment I was reminded that I always loved I Dream of Jeannie, my mind took off! I forgot how much I love the colors-particularly the interior of her bottle- and the overall theme and vibe of her Jeannie essence.

Isn't she a doll!? And look at those eyes...such a vixen.

But she's got a brain too! :) I ADORE those pinks, purples, and golds! Tell me you do too!

"Oh I'm just bein real!" I love that her genie shoes have heels.

Just doing what she does best-answering to Major Nelson's beck and call. If you ask me, he never appreciated her enough. Again, note the fanciful luxurious interior!

And here are some inspirational images for my desired silhouettes, fabrics, and style lines.

I'm mostly intrigued with the yellow pajama suit. Only mine won't have a clown collar and long sleeves.

Isn't that just sweet?

Love the green genie pants. They're subtle so you wouldn't get tangled in them at night.

And these just look adorable AND cozy.

I like the blue one here. I think I might make myself one of those night caps too, I've always wanted one. And I'm only kidding a little.

And here are some fun images to get you in the mood! I love these pictures!

I appreciate the girl who is putting on lipstick just before bed. She's got to look smashing for her Harvard man! Even if he is just a face on the wall. Well he IS dreamy isn't he!?

This is just cute.

Practicing for the ward talent show I'm sure. There was always a lot of this going on at my sleepovers too.

I love the girl in the red footie pajamas! THAT girl knows how to have a good time!

Sleepovers are usually where you learn some of the most crucial life lessons.

They're collaborating an impeccable strategy on how to toilet paper the neighborhood boys. Right ladies!?

I guess teenage girls were 7up's target market. They seemed to be in favor of a good ol' slumber party! You have to enlarge this to read their ad. It's hilarious.

And there you have it. Some of my choice inspirational images. I'll have to post some of the nighties I make!

Feeling Nostalgic

2011-07-14T17:03:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been missing Utah State University excruciatingly. I love Logan and I adore USU. I don't mean to say I am unhappy here in SF, I feel very confident that I am where I'm supposed to be. But the other day as I was walking home from my train stop I noted that the weather felt much more like October than July. It was cold and crispy and the wind blew in my face making me shudder and thrust my hands deeper into my pockets. All of the sudden I had a flashback of what it was like to walk home from school at USU on a wonderful autumn evening. There is something magical about Logan in the fall. The leaves change to such breath taking hues, the weather is perfectly enchanting, and the houses and buildings are old which gives Logan it's real charm in my opinion. When I got home I decided that a nap sounded wonderful so I got in my pajamas-ones I wore at Utah State- and crawled into bed. I could hear the wind howling outside so I closed my eyes and cuddled down deep into my comforter. Yes, I let out a few squeals as necessary. I imagined I was back in my room in Logan. I tried to recall everything exactly as it was so I could convince myself that if I opened my eyes I would actually be there. But as I was falling asleep I remember being surprised at how well I did remember everything! Small details were coming back, like the way it smelled and felt to leave the library (work) and go to one of my classes. My heart literally felt light and so joyful! I loved sitting in those giant classrooms feeling so studious and mature. Gosh I miss that place.

Old Main. I walked past this building every day to get to and from class when I lived at Cambridge Court. I loved it all year round...

But especially in the winter. Look how majestic it looks! I always kinda thought of it as my own little Logan Hogwarts. XOXOXO. Sigh.

Oh and the Logan temple! I used to take a lovely little walk to the temple once a week. I think some people may have thought I was just trying to be a pioneer, walking to the temple all the time, but the truth is that I really enjoyed those walks. They were always so pleasant and peaceful. Except for that one time when I walked straight into a patch of thick mud that went all the way up to my calves. I was stuck -seriously! For the LIFE of me I could not get out!- and had to call my brother to come rescue me. I lost a beloved pair of shoes that day.

And the canyons! I went for plenty of drives through the Logan canyons. I loved every single one of them even if I happened to be crying about some boy. Okay okay that only happened twice! But they held such romance and whimsy for me.

And how can you NOT be in love with downtown Logan!? It's just so small-town and adorable! I was especially attached to the old theater that was built in the 30s. It played black and white movies and always showed a cartoon first. And it was so cheap! All of my favorite things!

And of course the Logan tabernacle. I sure loved this building. We would hold our stake conferences here and if I ever found myself getting restless I would look up at the ceiling and the walls and marvel at all the detailed artwork and beautiful carvings. I have so many doodles in my church journal that was inspired by the interior of this building.

BLESS YOU LOGAN!

Needless to say, I fell asleep with a big grin on my face and slumbered deep.

Another Rendezvous!

2011-06-20T18:13:00.000-07:00

Meet the Gorrells!

When Sharon was a student at Utah State University, there was once a summer that she had to take some classes. She was extremely lonely, bored, and in need of some sisterly time! She invited Ally and I up for a little rendezvous in Logan and we ended up having the funnest time! I absolutely fell in LOVE with Utah State after that (I was 16 and Allysann was 14) and knew that it was bound to be my college when I finally graduated from high school! We did some totally stupid/fun (funny how often those two coincide?) things up in Logan. Lots of memories!

I'm off to see Sharon in Boston in...let's see...40 minutes exactly! I'm meeting Shmaddle there and I also get to see Caroline, Sharon's baby, for the second time ever! And of course her awesome and humdinger of a husband Dan! I haven't seen him in over two years! I can't wait for our adventures! This will be just like our Logan times only better! And who knows? After Sharon shows me a good time in Boston, I might just vow to end up there someday just like I did when I was 16 ;)

Here are a few fun pictures we took while we were in Logan summer of '04.

Some sort of dinky parade. Not sure what the occasion was.

Bear Lake! My favorite lake, although it fries you like you've never been fried before. We all got sick from our sunburns after this. But it if you have to be throwing up and blacking out, there's no better company to be in than your sisters!

I loved this little pond. I don't remember the name of it, but it was so shallow that year that our buns were dragging along the bottom with all the rocks. Still! That didn't stop us! Notice Allysann has a stick to shove herself around.

Ready for church! Look at those chubby 16 year old cheeks!

And here are the brunettes of the family. I like them. Can't wait to see you Gorrells!

To: My Brotha Ben!

2011-06-11T15:39:00.000-07:00

(family inside joke) He's sometimes known as Lynn too. On this day, the 12th of June 2011, my brother turns 27 years old. May I take a moment to brag about my brother and count the ways I love him? You don’t mind right? Thanks.

I like my brother. He’s a great guy really! When we were kids we weren’t too fond of each other but I’ll be the first to admit it was because I was a big fat baby. Cry and whine, that’s all I did! I was his favorite sister to tease because I ALWAYS gave him the reaction he was looking for. But then, I knew how to work the system. If I raised my whiny voice even a few octaves higher than normal, one of my parents would come marching into the room and demand that Lynn make right all the wrongs he had done me. I would stand behind my parents with a sinister grin and an impish gleam in my eye. This was my secret to retaining power over the remote. Ya I know, I didn't like myself much back then either. BUT luckily I grew up a little. Around Jr. Highish Lynn and I became very close on account of my becoming pretty good friends with the girl of his dreams’s little sister. From those days on Lynn and I have been thick as thieves!

After his mission he and I went to Utah State University and lived in the same apartment complex. He lived 3 doors down from me and I can sincerely say he was my best friend up there. We had a fun and dynamic group of friends that we loved to spend time with and it helped that he was roommates with the cutest and coolest guys in our ward! Yeah, he lived in the “hot guys” apartment. There were probably 5 or 6 days out of the entire year that I didn’t see him. Those days were weird. You would think we would have gotten really sick of each other after a while but it never happened! There was always something juicy to talk about or something hysterical to laugh at. He also took extremely good care of me. He drove me anywhere I needed to go, bought me groceries and dinner (Taco Bell was our favorite!), and was always a shoulder to cry on whenever I found myself distraught over a silly boy. He and I could talk for hours on end (and still do, sometimes my phone bill is astronomical!) and we made it a habit to go for long drives up the Logan canyon whenever we had anything serious we wanted to discuss. Yes! I consider crushes and infatuations to be a very serious matter! We still reminisce about those times… I consider them our glory days.

So here is a quick list of reason I enjoy Lynn Carter McKinlay:

When he was little he had a speech impediment and so he told people his name was "Yinny McKinny". Since then he has acquired a whole slew of nick names from his family including Sons (from Dad), Snicker Snort (from Mom), Leeeeen (the wonderful hispanic men he used to work with and which his sisters have adoringly adopted), Laddie (Allysann), Leench (me!), Lynerd (probably everyone), and so forth and so on.

Poor guy grew up in a land of women. He used to pray for a brother but I think he has since then found peace with the family God saw fit for him. I don't know if the fact that we are all a year and a half to two years apart made things easier or harder for him? I'm sorry we've been such a trial to you Lynn, but you should know that our family wouldn't be right without you!

I guess it goes without saying that he never truly understood us.

Buuuuuuuut sometimes we meet with his approval.

He went through all the natural rebellious teenage phases. As rebellious as we McKinlay's get that is.

He just graduated from Utah State and plans to go on for a Masters!

He STILL jumps on my back every time I come home. He's been doing this ever since I can remember... I wonder when we'll be too old for it? I foresee this ending tragically when I'm 89 years old and my back finally gives out. (Sorry for the unpleasant sensations you may be experiencing, this picture scares me a little too.)

He's a fun uncle! And he's far more baby hungry than any of his sisters ever were. My nieces just love him! So do all children for that matter.

He served an honorable mission in Brazil and I continue to get emails from investigators he taught about how much they love and miss him. Allow me to post an excerpt of one for you:

Hello Kaitlin,

Elder Mckinlay came in my home every week and it is pleasure, because came message of God. My wife an my sons are love it.

That's what I call a good missionary!

He and my sister Danielle came to see me in San Francisco for the 4th of July last year so I wouldn't be lonely on such a fun holiday filled with family tradition!

And he finally learned his calling in life. The career-o-meter landed on love pirate. Sorry Lynn. It's a hard knock life, but someone's got to do it. I know you'll study hard at Ohio State to become the best love pirate that ever did sail the seas!

He makes me laugh. Nuff said.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!

If I HAD to choose...

2011-06-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

If I absolutely HAD to choose a favorite era of fashion... no no, I don't think I could. But I'll tell you one that I ADORE! It's the Edwardian period. For those of you who are unfamiliar, it was the time between the Victorian era and the roaring 20s. Think WWI, the early 1900s. It makes my top 3 favorite periods of fashion. There. I can say that. I love the silhouette of the time, the delicate, ladylike details, the colors, the fabrics. I also love that the women wore suits. Just like WWII, women had to leave the homes to work and learned to be self reliant. Say hi to the women's suffrage movement! It was also during this time that the automobile was invented, as well as electricity. I draw A LOT of my inspiration from this time period.

I've put together a lovely little collection of images so you can share my joy.

Of course, the infamous Gibson Girl. Well, she IS gorgeous Gibson! Well done!

Check out these Vintage Vogue covers I found from the Edwardian period! Betcha didn't know Vogue dates back that far huh!? I am so in love with the style of art at the time. A little bit of art nouveau, and a little bit of something else. It fills my heart with delight! I NEED these hanging in my room, I'm positive I can't live without them. Do you think we could make that happen Sharon?

One of my favorites!

Another one of my favorites!

Definitely a favorite as well!

And I can't do without this one either.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (I just died and went to heaven.)

More ebay Treasures!

2011-05-28T12:15:00.000-07:00

It's that time again! I know I'm in trouble every time I get on ebay and type in "vintage hats" or "vintage ladies gloves" or anything "vintage" for that matter. I always find the most glorious things and then... I WANT THEM! I had a bit of a scare this last time though because as I was browsing through the hats I found several that I adored, so... I bid on all of them. Yes, all 6 hats. I was thoroughly expecting to be outbid on every single one (isn't that what usually happens!?) but as the days came closer I realized I was still the highest bidder for all off them. I adored every last one of them but, Shoot! They were all under $25.00 each, but 20x6 would break me! I'm just a poor college girl who WISHES she could afford to buy all the spectacular hats her heart desires. Well, luckily (and heart breakingly) other ebayers more wealthy than I swooped in on them at the last second.

All of them except this one! The bust certainly freaks me out, but the hat is darling! And I won it! I have it in my head to buy a cute little coat rack and hang a beautiful array of coats and hats on it for all the world to see! Or at least anyone who saunters into my room. I'm very pleased to own this furry, asymmetrical hat-and it even came with a brooch! It was meant for me! I have a few designs for a cream colored coat that I think would be spectacular with it.

And these shoes. Oh these shoes!! I've been lusting after them for months. They are so deliciously modern Edwardian I could just die! I'm crazy about 'em! I'm sorry if this is just too much enthusiasm for you but... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! I'm so thrilled! They're mine all mine!

I picked up both packages on my way to school on Thursday and didn't have enough patience to wait until I got home to open them. I ran to my special little corner on the fashion design floor (where I take all my important phone calls) and I ripped both of them open! They were everything I hoped they would be! After some cheering and prancing I finally put them back in their boxes and went to class.

Funny side note, when I got home I was half way through changing into my pajamas when I just couldn't help it, I had to try on my new hat and shoes one more time! About a half an hour later my roommate Ciara came into my room to find me lounging on my bed with no pants, high heels, my hat, and a etnies hoodie. I was checkin up on all your blogs of course!

My favorite youtube

2011-05-24T00:28:00.000-07:00

I just can't get enough of this lady. Of all the Youtube videos I've seen, this is the one I come back to the most. I giggle into my pillow every time! I think she is so endearing! I'm not even joking a little when I say if I knew her we would be good friends. She's such a harmless funny little thing I just want to cuddle her! You have to watch this one first, then watch the one in the post below.

Backin Up Song!

2011-05-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

This is the long version. She kills me! And I love what they did with her recount of the robbery. I'm looking for it on itunes! It's so catchy, I think it will be my new running song.

P.S. sorry if you've already seen it, I know it's an old one, but like I said it never fails to lift my spirits!

Hoorah for the Bra!

2011-05-19T22:13:00.000-07:00

Recently I’ve taken an intense interest in the history of undergarments –the bra in particular. I’ve been curious about the contraption for a very long time, but I finally decided to learn something about it thanks to a costume class I am currently taking. It’s called “Costume Design and Production” and we are designing costumes for the play Dracula! We had to read the play, watch the movies, and do a WHOLE LOT of research for the time period. The play takes place in 1897, so the winding down of the Victorian period. Our mid-term was to design a costume for each character in each scene -in full color- and find fabric swatches for each design. There were around 20. I thought I was going to go mad. It was a fun assignment (fashion history is my favorite subject!) but it definitely took a toll. Only after we had designed all our costumes and presented them to the class did our teacher assign us our character to construct. Well, actually we each picked one out of a hat so I suppose she didn’t really assign us, but I was a little disappointed in my character. I pulled out Renfield. He’s a great character! He is one of the creepiest in the whole play and I think he is a key player to the eeriness of the story. He is a crazy man (or is he really crazy?) in the asylum and he’s always spouting off freaky and significant information. But the man wears pajamas the whole time! Like just your basic shirt and pants asylum attire. I was so hoping for a lady –even one of the vixens! I wanted to make a bustle, corset, or something challenging. But hey, at least I’m pretty much done with my costume. We still have 4 weeks of class left! Looks like I’ll be wiping my hands free from this project by next week J Now I can focus on my other finals.

Oh my goodness, how I DO run off on tangents when I have something of a different matter to blog about! The thing is, we went to a museum a few weeks ago (when we were still doing our research) that showcased vintage underwear from as early as 1840! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!! It was almost like Disney Land for me! All of the garments were authentic and actually worn by real women! Not even fake ones! They had so many beautiful corsets, chemises, bustles, farthingales, and boning! And one of my favorite features was the silk and satin lingerie from the 20s, 30s, and 50s they had hanging from the ceiling. I couldn’t leave without buying a souvenir so I left with a barrette made of a cluster of pearls. I’m not sure when I’ll use it but it’s just the fact that I own it and can hold it sometimes that matters.

After that outing I was powerfully inspired to learn as much as I can about the history of undergarments. It’s fascinating! I went on amazon.com and found these fabulous books! Boy are they enlightening! Hoorah for the Bra is adorable. I had no idea it was a pop-up book so when I opened it I was tickled! It also has an adorable bra closer so you can hook it shut or snap it open. I love that it goes through each decade of the 1900s explaining each turning point for the bra, and even the desired shape from each decade. For instance, it was in the 30s that cup sizes came about. They referred to them as egg cup (size A) tea cup (size B) coffee cup (size C) and challenge cup (size D).

Look at that cute little pop-up, isn’t grand!?

And in the 40s it was fashionable to have bullet shaped bras with target stitching around the cup, apparently to reflect the aggression of the era and women’s changing lives.

The second book I got isn’t as entertaining as it is educational. Beneath It All has fabulous pictures and a lot of intriguing facts and information. It has some terrifying pictures of real women in their underoos in the late 1800s. Some of their figures are extremely disturbing. On the other hand is has so many beautiful images that literally make my heart palpitate by simply looking at them. I LOVE FASHION HISTORY!! I thought it might make a fun coffee table book but there are a few nudie pictures (I guess I shouldn’t be surprised?) and we have gentlemen callers here on a regular basis so I opted for the book shelf in my room. I’m so thoughtful.

23 Is the Magical Number!

2011-04-18T21:49:00.000-07:00

My birthday was certainly a splendid one! Yes, I know it was 2 weeks ago, but I FINALLY got a laptop! My roommate Ciara took me and my other roommate Nikki to a fashion expo the night of my birthday. It was called "SF Sassy City Chick Fashion Expo". Silly name, but totally fun! I felt like it was basically a bridal fair, only it dealt strictly with fashion and the beauty industry. Everywhere you looked there was a company that was trying to get you to submit your email for a drawing, and there was a lot of free give aways! The best part was that I came away with 3 new silk scarves -I've been looking for some for so long! I'm going through a Bonnie and Clyde phase right now (perhaps I'll blog about it soon?) and these silk beauties were a real treat to stumble upon! Ciara also took us to IHOP (where else?) for dinner that night. It was an exciting evening out in the city!

The next day was a Friday and that very same wonderful Ciara had planned a birthday party for me and Nikki. Nikki's birthday is on March 31st, but she was out of town for it and wanted to celebrate with all our friends here in San Francisco. It was a double birthday party! We had a wonderful turn out, all our favorite people came! We played reverse charades, psychologist, and ate a whole lot of cake and ice cream.

Playing psychologist

Mr. Jae, just keepin it real.

Me and Nikkompoop.

Oh hey Joe! He was our score keeper for reverse charades.

The next series of pictures will prove that we San Franciscans do not take charades lightly.

P.S. the dress I am wearing is one of my finals from last quarter. I know it might be hard to tell because I wore a blazer, but do you recognize it from the illustration?!

Wishing ever so hard that there would be osculations in the near future for me.

Almost a professional!

2011-03-15T10:26:00.000-07:00

I just printed off my business cards! I'm so now! I spent some time on my logo in photoshop and I must say I am quite pleased with the results. Peonies are some of my favorite flowers. I may or may not keep this as my logo when I graduate, but for right now I am content. Oh, and guess what else! I am DONE with my portfolio!! a;lkdfjdl;kfjasdkl;fja;sdofijdio!!!!!!!! This is only portfolio 1 of course. Portfolio 2 will definitely finish me off, but I won't think of that now. I still have a whole year to prepare for that. All I have to do now is sew my dress and blouse and I'll be finished with this quarter. (BIG sigh)

This is the front of my card

and this is the back

Just a Little Somethin'

2011-03-01T13:32:00.000-08:00

I have grave news. My laptop broke two weeks ago and now I rarely get the chance to blog, email, and keep up with my peeps at home! It’s tragic, truly it is. But I do have a few days where I have a couple hours to spare between work and classes so you can bet I spend my time catching up on you all! I miss your blogs! But I just got out of class and I decided to post something just to let you all know I am here and that I shant be forgotten! Here are a few illustrations I did with my own little hand to add to my portfolio. I’m almost done with it by the way!!! I’m going to have to celebrate when this quarter is over! Although I guess it just means the beginning of another arduous quarter. Just one more year just one more year just one more year…

But I must reiterate the fact that I DO love what I do. The due dates give me ulcers and sometimes the work seems to be more than any normal human girl can handle, but I always get it done somehow and I am always almost happy with everything I’ve done. You may recognize the clothes, I've made all of them but the gray dress above. I'm working on that one this quarter although it has a few differences in the design. It's the same idea only different. You get it right? I think I want to try making the dress with a cute subtle stripe pattern or in a plaid or checkered... We'll see what pops out at me when I'm at the fabric store.

Some of my illustrations

2011-02-08T13:09:00.001-08:00

I am taking a portfolio I class (to help prepare me for portfolio II just before I graduate) and it is KILLING me. I expected the class to be a breeze because I thought all I had to do was gather all the projects I've done up to this point and put them on the computer to create a book, then take them to the printer. The end. Not even a little. For every project I have done I have extra projects to help support that one. For example, remember my J.Crew bridal line? Well I have to make illustrations of each bridal gown to demonstrate more of the mood and tone I want for the line. Should be no problem right? Absolutely wrong! The real problem lies in my naturally neurotic way of obsessing over each illustration to make sure it's perfect. Why? I ask myself this daily... WHY!? Other people in my class are able to do abstract, messy illustrations and they look fine! In fact, they look really nice!! Now, that isn't my style, but I can't help but fume in my corner computer at how quickly they finish and move on to the next project. Anyway, after saying all this I hesitate to show what I've been working on for the last 5 weeks (I've been working on other class projects too of course) because I'm afraid they simply don't look amazing enough to have taken me that long. But alas, I know there are many of you who are curious as to what I'm learning in school and where all my money is going. I only wish you could blow up each image as big as your computer screen so you could at least appreciate all the detail I put in their eyes, lips, hair, lace, jewelry...blah blah blah. Then you would see that I truly have a disorder. I think it's called Obsessive Compulsive Disorder? Sigh.

However! Since I want to leave this blog post on a positive note, I am happy with them even if I do hold a grudge for having taken me so long. The first two and the last ones are my favorites. Oh how I wish you could really get a good look at them! You'll have to wait until I print them in my final portfolio when I graduate!

Highs and Lows

2011-02-04T22:14:00.001-08:00

Last Sunday was Stake Conference for us single adults here in the bay area. I had the pleasure of sitting next to a handsome young chap named Nathan, who recently returned from a business trip in Japan. I was happy to see him since he's been missing for a few weeks. I asked all about his travels and adventures in Japan and he gushed for a few minutes. Then he asked me "what about you Kaitlin!? How has life been for you?" I'm sorry to say I didn't have anything interesting or of worth to report. I have a VERY full schedule, and if you ever try to get a hold of me I'm either at work or at school. I thought to myself "how is it that I work my little (or big) hiny off and still never have anything to report when people want a good story?" He graciously accepted the fact that I had nothing juicy to tell and we enjoyed the rest of stake conference.

However, the next morning when I was at work I realized I have highs and lows all day every day! Doesn't everyone!? And in fact, some of them are worth mentioning! I have a "high" in particular that I want to share, mostly so I can remind myself that there are good points to every day and that I would do well to recognize and be grateful for them.

I work at a sandwich shop called The Toaster Oven. I dread Mondays, not for the cliché "start a whole new work week" thing, but because my day is excruciatingly long. I wake up at 4:00 AM so I can get to work and put away all the products, produce, and heavy boxes that are delivered sometime during the night. The boxes seem to be endless and they take up the entire doorway. Every Monday morning I have to take a deep breath, pick up the list of food and supplies that should all be there and I start checking them off one by one as I put it all away. I feel sorry for myself until I remember that someone was up a lot earlier than me so that we could have fresh food for the day. I'm usually there alone at first, then other employees trickle in just before we open at 7:30 AM. This is only my Monday schedule mind you. A shy, polite, and hardworking guy named Ernesto takes this shift every other morning. The reason Mondays are killer is not only because I have to wake up so early, but I work all day, then have a night class from 6:00-10:00 PM. It takes me an hour to get home (sometimes more depending on when my train arrives) so that means I finally crawl into bed around 11:30ish at night. The next morning I have to wake up at 5:00 for a morning class. I'm not telling you all this so you feel sorry for me or think I am some tragic college student striving to survive in the big world, I'm simply setting the scene so my story is more meaningful...

This last Monday -the 31st- I woke up early as usual, waited outside in the dark (cursing the moon for still being so high in the sky) for my train to arrive, then rode it all the way to work and groggily turned the key to unlock the door of The Toaster Oven. I walked in and realized something was amiss, but it took me all of 2 seconds (seemed longer) to realize that the lights were on and so was the music. I pushed aside some boxes that were in my way and peeked around the corner to find... Ernesto crouched down by a big box and checking off each item as he took it out. What the? I said a cheery hello (nice to have company so early in the morning!) and asked if there was some mistake? Was I not supposed to come in that morning? Did I miss something on the schedule? He shrugged his shoulders and said "I'm just here to help" in his Mexican accent (he really is Mexican!). He and I don't speak to each other very often, partly because he's shy, and partly because sometimes we have a hard time understanding each other. He speaks English pretty well, but for some reason I don't always know what he's saying. I decided not to argue with him. He must know what he's doing right? I was sure there was some kind of miscommunication and we both had been scheduled for Monday morning. Ugh. I didn't love that thought because it meant at least ONE of us should still be sleeping. But I was already there so I might as well get to work right? We put away the giant order together and he taught me how to fit everything into our walk-in refrigerator (there's too much food and not enough room!) and gave me some tips on how to make it easier to carry huge crates of soda and other drinks up and down the stairs to the basement that we use for storage. He explained the most efficient way to stock the drinks in the fridge (without taking so many trips up and down stairs) and so much more! He was extremely helpful and what usually takes me 3 1/2 to 4 hours to finish, we did in 2. That meant I even had time to count the money, make the deposit, and get change for the lunch rush!!! I was already grateful to him for making things run smoother for me, but later that day I found out from some of the girls at work that he was NOT scheduled, and gave up his precious morning/day off to show me how I can be proficient in checking off and putting away the order so it won't take me quite as long and especially so I won't wear out my body before the day has even really begun. Just thinking about it makes me want to kiss him!

Ernesto is quiet, strong, hardworking, and a very good example of selfless service. He was my "high" for the week! The "lows" aren't worth mentioning.

A Totally Worthy Cause

2011-01-25T20:12:00.000-08:00

A few months ago my cousin Dan was diagnosed with a brain tumor. It was a shock to the whole family, but we've all been extremely impressed with his calm and patient demeanor. Dan is a friendly and lovable guy with a wicked sense of humor. He went in for surgery this last week and the outlook is good! We still don’t know if the problem is gone entirely, but he is healing nicely and taking it like a champ! You can imagine what his hospital bill must look like after all of this is over and that’s really the problem he’s trying to tackle right now. My other totally cool cousin Cassi has spent hours putting together and planning a benefit concert for Dan in hopes of raising enough money for him to start chipping away at the bills. I’m so proud of my family for how much work and effort they are putting into making this concert a success. This is a HUGE task for Cassi to undertake and I want to be as much help as I possibly can, even if I can’t actually be there for the blessed event. You have no idea how much this upsets me by the way. I adore my family and it makes me sad to know I won’t be with everyone the night of this concert when the McKinlay, Sloan, Aldrich, and Harrington magic happens!

The concert will be held Friday February 4, 2011 at the Waterford School at 7:00 PM. I thought I could at least do my part by getting the word out to all my Utah friends. Jason Hewlett is a comedian who will be preforming that night. He’s a pretty funny guy; here is a video clip I am particularly fond of. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aM4wKKr-eqM&NR=1

But, even with a hilarious comedian debuting that night, I have to admit the performance I’ll miss the most is my ever so talented cousin Joel Aldrich. He is one of my favorite people and a sweet little love munchkin all rolled into one! He is a very accomplished singer and song writer. I’m so proud to call him cousin! So please feel free to visit the Dan Sloan website http://dansloanconcert.com/about-dan/ for more information on where and how to buy the tickets…ect. You can even donate online if you would like to help but won’t be able to make it that night.
Wish so bad I could be there! It’s going to be one tubular night.

I'm Past My Prime

2011-01-04T13:04:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling old. I have to admit, the sensation has been creeping up on me for some time now, but being at home for Christmas really brought the matter to a resounding reality. My family is all grown up. Sharon and Dan haven't been able to spend Christmas with us for two years now, and this was the last Christmas we'll be seeing Charlotte and Peter for a while. They have their own families now and are starting their own traditions. I hate those hard facts of life. But I'm far away, Danielle is far away, Allysann was far away and I know she'll be leaving again shortly as well. Lynn graduates in a few months and then he'll be on his merry way too. But it's not just my family that is making the big changes. 2010 was a big year for all of my best friends. Kyle got home from is mission, Meaghan had her first baby, Stacy, Carissa, and Jordan were married, and Hayley got her mission call to Virginia. Wow. It's not only that I feel old, but at times I find myself mourning for my youth. I had such a magnificent child/teenhood.

I've been singing “Past My Prime” in my head for quite some time now so I decided to finally buy it so I can grieve properly. This is from one of my family's favorite musicals Lil' Abner. I don't know why it isn't as popular as a lot of other musicals, I think it's hilarious and charming! Danielle and I watched it together when I was home in October and when this song started, although I know it's supposed to be a joke, I felt like pulling out a box of tissues and wailing "I know how Daisy Mae feels!"

P.S. Danielle, Allysann, Mom, and I had a fun conversation when we were driving up to Logan over Christmas break. We were discussing who we would want to play if we could be any character in a musical. I had to think good and hard about it but I eventually came up with my top characters. The first shouldn't shock you at all, especially because I am told at least once a week that I remind someone of her, but I think I could play Galinda pretty well. But Daisy Mae is my other choice. If you haven't seen this musical (as I assume most of you haven't) go get it! It's so much fun! And maybe you’ll understand what I mean about aging prematurely.

Tailoring

2010-12-13T21:26:00.000-08:00

Hooray hooray horizzle!! I just got out of my first final and word on the street is I got an A! This pleases me because my sewing projects never turn out the way I hope and I usually end up in tears with the completion of each garment. But not this time! I'm actually extremely excited about my jacket! This may be a break through for me! Perhaps all my projects will turn out to be a good experience from here on out? Let us pray...

But first! I must introduce you all to my dear friend and comrade formally known as Vivien The Dress Form. I love her. It's so fun to throw all my sewing endeavors on her and see how well she wears them. I placed her in the corner of the front room, and I must say she looks splendid there! The moment I finished putting Vivien together my roommate Ciara ran upstairs and grabbed the dress I made last quarter and put it on her. I have to admit, it looks a lot better on her than on my wall. I decided to post a picture because I heard from a few people at home that the pictures I posted a while ago of the fashion show are hard to see. Hopefully this sheds some light on the construction process. It is not a wrap dress. I tucked, gathered, and sewed all seams together.

So here is the jacket I sketched, made a pattern for, and constructed... all in 10 weeks. This was for a tailoring class. The assignment was to design a suit jacket using all the tailoring techniques learned in class. There were specific requirements like a welt pocket, bound buttonhole, and a collar and lapel, but other than that, we were set free to do whatever we wanted to! I love to see something I sketch come to life.

I used a navy blue, light weight, 100% wool for the self fabric, and a sinful silk Georgette for the lining. Mmmmmmmmm... I fell in love with the contrast of the two together when I was at the fabric store. You wouldn't believe how hard it is to pick a dang fabric! There's just so much commitment that goes into it! What if you don't like it? What if you chose the wrong color? What if it's not the right weight? So many fears! But I am learning to make a decision and stick with it. No turning back. No shoulda coulda woulda. Luckily this time around it was love at first sight.

I've come to understand that the word "tailoring" mostly means hand stitching. UGH! I hand stitched the sleeves, collar, lapel, and hem. It was a killer, but I'm thankful I know how to do it now. I'm also thankful for Barbra Walter's for compiling the 10 most fascinating people for 2010. She and her interviewees kept me company at 2 A.M. while I finished the tedious hemming.

I had to work awfully hard to make that collar stand up. It took 5 layers of horse hair canvas, 6 hours of pad stitching, and a crippled hand, but in the end I got it! The best part is I have a new jacket to add to my wardrobe!

P.S. It looks much better on a real person. The sleeves look droopy and weird just hanging there without a human arm to give them shape. This jacket is meant to fit me (the "fitting" was part of my grade) but I would feel silly posing in it for the camera. I'm bashful that way.

J. Crew Bridal 2012

2010-12-02T14:29:00.000-08:00

And now, the moment you've all been waiting for... my latest bridal project!! For this assignment we were asked to pick a company and cater our line to their store's style and target customer. I chose J. Crew Bridal because I am a fan of J. Crew and I thought I had a good feel for the customer. It turns out this project was a little more difficult than I had anticipated simply because it my style is a little more fancy and frilly than the usual J. Crew customer. Story of my life. But in the end I think it turned out well. At least good enough to put in the display case at school! I found it behind the glass case on my way to class a while ago and was pretty excited.

So I'll start off with my inspiration board. This is not actually the inspiration board I presented to the class, but I like these pictures better. I want to redo this board for my final portfolio, but this will do for my lil' old blog. I wanted a very feminine, delicate, vintage, and sweet feel for this line. I named it "Grandma's Attic" because I wanted each of these dresses to look reminiscent of something you would find stashed away in your grandmothers attic. It screams nostalgia. I love it.
Here is my customer profile. Self explanatory.
This is my merchandise plan board. It shows the colors for my collection and the trimmings I would use. The brooch and satin covered buttons would really be attached to the board but of course I couldn't do that for my blog. I opted for pictures so you at least get the idea. I also had a little swatch for each different fabric I would use in my line. It was kind of fun to order the fabrics and get them in the mail! Oh my goodness... that silk Georgette is divine!

Here are my flower girl designs. Simple and classic. It's nothing I would actually use but of course I was catering to the "J. Crew look." I actually designed a little dress that I really love, and so did my teacher, but we decided it was too vintage and there wouldn't be very many people that would buy it. It's okay, I have cute little nieces. I'll use it for my own wedding.

(You'll need to click on each picture to get a better look. Sorry for the inconvenience.)

Bridesmaids. The first dress is my favorite. I want it. I'm also happy with the idea of the second dress, I just don't know how to make those sleeves look soft. They look harsh and stiff and they aren't supposed to. I'm sure if I spend a good 15 more hours on it I'll get them to look how I had originally designed them. Geez.

The second set of bridesmaid dresses.

Bridal gowns. The first one here is my favorite of this batch. In fact this one is going into my collection of potential wedding dresses for myself. After I had sketched it out originally, one of my besties Jo called me to announce that she was engaged. I looked at my dress and thought "Oh! Jo Jo Bean! She would look adorable in this!!" I had visions of her running around on her wedding day in this little silk number. Luckily she doesn't have to worry about hurting my feelings by saying no thanks. She already has her dress and it's definitely a Jordan dress. Perfect.

More bridal gowns. The first one here looks much prettier in my mind than I could create on Adobe Illustrator. But the class voted it in so I said "doh, alright." I have about 7 or 8 more dresses I designed for this line and my teacher and class layed them all out and told me which ones would be best for this line and which ones I should save for another project. It's okay, at least I still have the sketches.

Here are my fluffy bridal gowns. I've been going through a loose silk phase, can you tell? The skirt falls to mid-calf. I don't want to say tea length because I want them to come 2-3 inches lower.

So there you have it. I'm so glad I finally figured out how to convert my illustrator projects into Internet images! Now I can show my stuff more!

Read Between the Lines

2010-11-17T13:40:00.000-08:00

One of the most common questions I get when the topic of my major comes up is "did you always want to be a fashion designer?" At first the answer was simply "no." It's true, I had no idea I wanted to go into the field of fashion, and if someone had told me when I was in Jr. High and High School that I would move to San Francisco and study apparel design, I would have scoffed and said no thanks. I was planning on going into something worth while like special education, or deaf education. Something that actually made a difference in people's lives! I thought admitting that I had a fiery burning passion for fashion and beautiful things meant that I was worldly, shallow, self centered, and brainless. In fact, when I did actually decide that design is the route I wanted to go I found myself embarrassed to tell people. I was so afraid that no man would EVER want to marry a fashion designer because that meant I was both in the world and of the world. Rats. But now that I've chosen this profession, I like to think that my designs will, in a small way, help people and change the world for the better. In fact, someday I would like to mix my two different paths of life by asking mentally challenged girls to model my clothing on the runway, just for one show. I would LOVE that! And wouldn't they enjoy it too!? Someday.

But the truth is, when I step back and look at my life through memories, journal writes, and letters from people who have played a big part in "My Story", I feel like my life's passion has been flashing in neon lights! HULLO! I've pondered on this subject for quite some time now and I will share a list of a few habits, dreams, hobbies, and passions I had growing up.

Like most little girls I was CRAZY about Barbie. I only had a couple because they were kind of expensive when I was a child, but man oh man how I adored her!! I rarely pretended with them or made up stories, I just sat for hours doing Barbie's hair and changing outfit after outfit. When we lived in Provo I used to ride my bike down to Smiths grocery store and peruse the toy isle (I still do this. Am I ashamed? Nope.) spending a good hour studying the latest Barbies, their accessories, and especially their (cheaply made) dresses!! I remember thinking "if I had a genie, one of my wishes would be to own every Barbie that has ever been created!" Such a wise and sober child.

My other all time favorite toy growing up was Melanie's Mall. My family is very familiar with this one. Sharon still likes to sing "It's cool at the mall!" every time anyone mentions the mall, and especially when I used to go with my friends in Jr. High. But honestly this was THE COOLEST TOY EVER!!! I call it a toy for lack of a better word, but it was actually a miniature mall! The escalator really worked and so did the fountain! It couldn't get any better! It had about 4 different clothing stores and two of them even had dressing rooms. My little Melanie and her friends spent a lot of time in there. Unfortunately the food court had a little jute box that would play "It's cool at the mall!" every time you pushed the button. This drove my family crazy and it was mysteriously the first piece of the set that I lost. Hmmmmm....

Makeup kits have always made my heart flutter. Literally. Growing up I was OBSESSED with makeup. I am such a sucker for packaging and the way they made those babies sparkle and shine, I found my happy place every time I saw one. This is still a problem for me. When I walk into Icings or Clairs -yes, they have them here in San Francisco too- I know the makeup is cheap, I wouldn't wear half of the colors, and I can't afford it anyway, but all of my logical reasoning flies out the window when I see the different compacts, hues, and shimmery powder. Now picture me standing in front of a MAC counter at Nordstroms. Bad. Idea. (Sigh) I'm afraid I'll never be cured of this one.

Quick story: I remember when I was about seven or eight years old, my sister Charlotte called me down to her room. She had her cool best friends from sixth grade over and they were all lounging on the bunk bed in a room that was so tastefully decorated by a teenage Sharon with Save By the Bell posters and Mormon Ads. Charlotte handed me a tube of red lipstick and said "put this on without looking in the mirror." I was delighted! I knew the shape of my lips by heart and traced them with ease. She stood there with her arms folded and shot her friends a look that said "told ya so." They were all extremely shocked. I don't remember how I felt or what I was thinking, but I can only guess how I might have reveled in their attention.

I always used to redesign my night gowns. This drove Danielle nuts. I remember frequently hearing "Kaitlin! Put your nightgown down!" as I flipped it up to see how it would look shorter, or asymmetrical, or perhaps off the shoulder?

Dress up was, and still is, my favorite game. I loved donning my sister's prom dresses and prancing around my room, backyard, and even the neighborhood at times. Sharon has always supported my ultra girly ways and would even put my hair in an updo and apply her "big girl" makeup on me, then we would have a mini photo shoot. She was much too good to me. I took it so seriously, I don't know how she didn't die of laughter! It must have been hilarious for her!

And now to more recent years, I have been designing my own wedding dress since about Jr. High. Like I mentioned before, I had no idea that I would obtain a degree in such "silly fluff", but I loved sketching out different silhouettes and researching other wedding dresses to see what I liked and didn't like. This became a big hobby of mine when I worked at the Merrill Cazier Library at Utah State. I spent hours at the computer behind the counter looking up dresses, particularly from the 30s, 40s, and 50s, and then renovating my wedding dress. The dress has been through quite a few changes through the years. I have fallen in love with too many conflicting styles and contrary to what you may be thinking, the fact that I go to design school has made it even more impossible to narrow it down. I am even more lost on my wedding dress now then I was before. I'm terrified for the day that I actually have to make a decision!! How will I EVER choose!? It will take a lot of fasting and prayer ;)

But the real moment I decided I wanted to be a fashion designer was only 3 short years ago. I was living in Alaska as a housekeeper at Mount McKinley Princess Lodge with Danielle and one of my best friends Carissa. I had made a close friend in Alaska named Cynthia (I still adore her!) and it just happen to be our day off. Carissa and Danielle were working and Cynthia decided she wanted to take a nap. I tried to think of something that was quiet enough for Cynthia to slumber but entertaining enough for me to pass the time. I decided to move on from my wedding dress (since I thought I knew exactly what I wanted) and start designing my bridesmaid dresses. I opened Danielle's laptop and began searching for something that would inspire me. In a few short hours Danielle came home and found my sketches on the table. She said "Oh, You've been designing again! Kait, why don't you go into fashion design?" I opened my mouth, ready for some clever retort when I realized... I didn't have one. Why not? I know that I had thought of the idea before, but always quickly brushed it aside. Danielle began to talk me into it and I found the more she spoke the more excited I got! But I didn't want to get ahead of myself! First things first, call Sharon. I needed her advice/opinion for two reasons: 1- I have always admired her style and would take it as a great compliment if Sharon thought I had any trace of talent. 2- She has always understood my appetite for all things lovely. She is after all a designer herself. She was thrilled with the idea! That was a giant positive push for me. I needed her to reassure me that it wouldn't be a "stupid girl" thing to do. Next phone call was for my mother. I presented the idea to her in hopes that she wouldn't be disappointed in such a shallow choice for a career. She was shocked but definitely not unsupportive. She has always encouraged her children to follow their dreams. She's a good mommy. That was it. I made my decision, despite all my fears, and I've stuck to it! Now here I am, only one year to go!!

Here are a couple pictures of me playing dress up as a kid, just so you have some visuals ;)

"Taylor the Latte Boy"

2010-11-07T19:48:00.000-08:00

Kristen Chenoweth is one of my favorite celebrities of our time. I just think she's so gosh dang adorable! I heard this song on the radio before I moved out to San Francisco and thought it was the cutest! Since then I had totally forgotten about it until one of my friends said something that reminded me of Taylor the Latte Boy. I found it on itunes and have been listening to it over and over on my way to school and work in the mornings. I think it's quickly becoming one of my favorites. Another reason I also find it endearing is because it reminds me of something my sister Danielle would write. She has a talent for these kind of silly poems.

I present... Swan Princess

2010-11-03T15:27:00.001-07:00

Or at least my own version of it. In my story there is an evil witch who captures Odette because she is jealous or her beauty. I wanted the witch to be very beautiful herself, but vain, haughty, and proud. My sister Sharon came up with the idea to make the witch a peacock. I loved it!! I found the witch's dress at the same vintage shop as the swan's and couldn't leave it behind! It isn't the exact colors I wanted but the feathers were too good. I wanted to keep my swan pure and Innocent so I used white of course, and a touch of gold here and there with her makeup. I put a gold shimmery powder all over her skin. I don't know if you can see it too well in the pictures but it looked really cool in person. For the witch, I thought it would be fun to use bright red lipstick and dark eyeshadow. I pulled her hair in a low chignon and gave her a few peacock feathers to hold. I wanted it to look like a battle of the birds. One bright and vibrant-kind of a show off, and the other pristine and spotless.

I have at least 3 or 4 other ways I could have presented this (meaning the costumes, hair, and makeup) but I am pretty pleased with it for the most part. To tell you the truth, most of the fun happened while I was putting it together and executing it.

This one was the front cover of my editorial. It's one of my favorites.

This was the last page. It is my all time favorite and I want to print it off and frame it some day. When I presented it to my class my teacher said "oh that is SO Kaitlin. Isn't that totally Kaitlin you guys!?" They all agreed.
I don't know if they meant that was a good thing or not, but I'm okay being me. I may not be all that different in Utah, but in SF I am definitely a bird of another color. Or maybe a bird of no color with a little bit of gold detail ;)

A swan? Me? Weeeeeeeee!

2010-10-31T17:28:00.000-07:00

About 6 months ago I took a styling class that I ended up loving very much. For the final project we had to "revamp" a fairytale and create a fashion editorial with it. It had to be our own unique spin on the story. It was a fun and expensive final and I loved (almost) every minute of it! After a few weeks of thinking good and long about a fairytale that inspired me enough to do a full on photo shoot, my roommate Ciara and I decided to take a walk so we could brainstorm some good ideas. We thought of The Little Mermaid -which, now looking back would have been SO fun!- Thumbelina, and I was even seriously considering Hansel and Gretel. While we were walking we stumbled upon a hidden park. Neither of us had known it existed and we thought "how perfectly charming! This will be a great place to sit and think!" It was just a little piece of nature in the middle of a big city. We wandered in and soon found this enchanting little pond with a beautiful and eerie tree hovering over it. It was perfect for a fairytale!! Especially with all the fog rolling across the water, and the lush green woods surrounding it. Suddenly Ciara turned to me and said "how about Swan Princess!?" I fell in love. This location was absolutely perfect for the photo shoot and immediately I had ideas swarming in my head of how I could execute it. My heart started pounding as I got more and more excited! That's how I know I'm in the right field. If your heart takes off after a simple image or idea that inspires you, you know you're doing the right thing. So, of course, I utilized my ward and gathered girls for models, a professional photographer, and my roommates helped me out quite a bit with hair and organization. It was a REALLY fun project and I enjoyed it immensely.

The point of this story is that I used my swan princess costume for Halloween. My photo shoot was of course fashion minded, so I didn't really dress my model up in a swan suit, but I found a vintage white dress down town that I fell in love with and I thought it would be perfect for my swan! I did my hair and makeup differently than I had designed for my model, but most of it is what I used for my photo shoot.

I used to tell people that if I could be any kind of animal I would be a duck. I love ducks. They are adorable (especially when they're young!) and they can fly, swim, and walk on land. They have the best of every world! But you know, I think after doing this project, I'm ready to upgrade. I want to be a swan. Are you surprised? ;)

My friends Jason and Natalie as Morticia and Gomez Adams.

An Asian Lucy

Mark as somethin white trash.

Hope your Halloween was just as fun!

Design a dress for the fashion show? Check.

2010-09-28T16:24:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday I participated in my very first fashion show. I've been involved back stage in a lot of fashion shows and I was even a stylist for a fashion show a few months ago, but this was the first time my own design was featured in a show. The Humane Society came to our school a few months ago and asked if they could hold a faux fur competition for the "up and coming designers." The winner receives a thousand dollars and an internship in NYC. The head of our department agreed to the arrangement and consequently made it a mandatory assignment for everyone in the basic bodice class. The Humane Society came to our school and gave a disturbing and disgusting presentation including a video that made me physically ill. They showed the circumstances and procedures to creating real fur garments and had plenty of graphic images, and the real clincher- a video clip of an animal being skinned alive. I was horrified. Those sounds will be forever imprinted on my memory. I came to the conclusion that there are some people in this world who simply don't have souls. Needless to say I was upset. I was also a little perturbed by the fact that I realized these people were trying to manipulate me and I was falling for it. Nevertheless, I have never been an advocate for real fur and that presentation (as much as I don't want to admit they got to me) has strengthened my anti-fur beliefs.

The challenge was set for us to find a unique way of creating fake fur, then implementing it into a garment. I had a lot going on this last quarter, and quite frankly I was disgruntled by the fact that they were making us participate in this competition. I had no idea what I was going to do!Anything I thought of had already been thought of and just simply wasn't original. I kept asking myself "what is soft, fuzzy, hairy, or holds a lot of volume?" The idea finally came to me to use cotton balls!! Don't they fit all that criteria!? I thought I was such a genius! I bought over 2000 cotton balls and experimented with them. Originally I wanted them to be a light brown with specs of dark brown to make it look a little like natural fur. I tried dying them, then drying them in various ways. The outcome was highly disappointing and I was beginning to panic because the due date was getting closer and closer! After a while I got really sick of my cotton ball idea but it was too late to turn back. I decided to keep them white and fluffy and just say I was going for rabbit fur. I spent over 10 hours sewing those blasted cotton balls onto a strip of velvet fabric to drape over my dress. I stayed up until 2:00 AM the night before it was due-which was 8:00 AM the next morning- with my sweet roommate who sat on the other end of the couch, sewing on cotton balls. I was SO mad that I was spending my money, time, and effort (and sleepless nights) on something so dumb!! If I was going to put this much work into it I wanted to be proud and happy with the outcome! I definitely was not. However, this was a lot of firsts for me because this was also the first time I sketched out a design, took a size 6 mannequin's measurements, drafted a pattern, and constructed my own design. So far in school we have been drafting patterns and sewing only what the instructors tell us to. I wanted to make it easy on myself so I chose to start with simple designs, something I knew I would be able to handle, especially on top of all my other finals. I was extremely nervous for this assignment because I'm deeply afraid of failure, but I was also secretly excited because I knew if I could do this I could move on to bigger and better things and really become that designer I hope to be. I had a few moments of discouragement and an actual breakdown that night because I was pretty disappointed in my dress. But my roommates were there for me and they had encouraging things to say. Honestly I think all the hysterics were due to exhaustion. but I finally finished it and was ready to present it the next morning determined to hold my head high no matter how inadequate I felt inside. I woke up at 5:00 - didn't get much sleep that night- and went to class to use the expensive industrial irons to try to make my dress look as professional and well done as possible. To my surprise, when I put it on the mannequin it didn't look half bad! I was actually kind of excited! And the positive feedback I got from my fellow fashionistas didn't hurt either! I'm still a little embarrassed about the cotton ball idea, but now that I've had a few good nights of sleep I can say "hey, it didn't work out. Oh well. Ya win some ya loose some." The judges came in at the end of the class and finally decided that Ariel was the winner of the Cruel vs. Cool competition. I

loved her cape. I definitely think she deserved to win.

The fun wasn't done there though. We were asked by Neiman Marcus to show our designs at their upcoming fashion show. It was held at the Stanford Shopping Center in Palo Alto and although I desperately wanted to be done with everything, I have to admit it was kinda fun. This is totally my thing. They asked us all to find our own model so I asked Emily, a girl in my ward, to help me out. She is an interior designer here in the city and she has such a fun style! I love her aesthetic and I knew she would be a delight to work with. One reason I enjoyed this part of the project was because I got to style Emily as well. The models were to have their hair and makeup done at the various stores in the mall. I got to tell the hairstylist what I wanted for her hair, then chose the makeup (oh the options were endless!!) and colors I wanted to use to aid in giving the look and feel of my design.

When it was finally time for the show I had butterflies and my heart began to beat to the rhythm of the techno music that was playing for the audience. I told Emily that I wanted her to walk down the runway with the "fur" shawl -only because it was required- then to take it off and show off the dress underneath for the rest of the show. There was a camera back stage so I got to watch her and I was so proud! She did so well! She was workin the model walk (even though I know she felt stupid) and she did exactly what I asked. She was by far the prettiest and most well behaved (professional and classy) of the models and I was beaming at her when she returned back stage. She made me look good ;) Then they pulled each designer and their model on stage to have a short little interview. We were each given different questions and mine was "Kaitlin, you said in a questionnaire we had given you previously that you're favorite part about designing is creating garments that make a woman look and feel beautiful. You've definitely achieved that, would you like to tell us a little more about how you've accomplished this?" Can you imagine how scary and uncomfortable it is to have a question fired at you like that on a hot runway when you're standing in front of a large group of people, all of whom are looking at you, just waiting for a brilliant response? I tried to answer it the best I could and told the audience that my inspiration was the movie Gentlemen Prefer Blonde's. I wanted to create a dress that I could envision Marylin wearing at some point in the movie. I talked a little bit about how I used tucks and gathers to help accentuate the woman's figure and hopefully hide any unflattering body flaws. That seemed good enough for the audience. Phew! After the mini interview they had us all come back on stage with our model and wait patiently while the judges decided on who the winner was of this faux fur competition. No surprise- it was Ariel again! She won first prize with $200, the second prize winner got $100, and third prize winner got $50. I didn't win anything but I was completely okay with that. I was just so relieved to have it all over with and now I know... I can design and create!! That's all I wanted out of this competition and I got it! Now my head is swimming with ideas and I'm ready to execute them! Why just today I went to the fabric store and bought fabric for three different skirt ideas! Can't wait!

Emily after the hair, before the makeup Beginning of the fashion show!

Here are my classmate's designs in order of appearance:

This girl must have been really secure with herself to be able to walk out on a runway in such a scary skimpy dress :/ I was nervous for her!

Karen spent hours painting this dress. Cool huh!?

I look like a right little schoolmarm don't I? The fact is, I've lost a bit of weight and now my clothes don't hang on me quite right. You have to take the good with the bad I guess.

Isn't Emily so pretty!?

Ariel with her winning garment! She used hemp around the hood, then frayed it to look like fur. She's another girl with a fabulous style!

The winning designers with their models.

Emily and I so glad to be done!

Favorite Treasures

2010-09-04T21:31:00.001-07:00

I have a deep affection for almost anything vintage, antique, and wonderful! I spend too much time on ebay sifting through all the wonderful aged treasures. Every once in a while I give in, if the price is reasonable, and then I spend the next week or two checking the mailbox obsessively for my prize to arrive! I love beautiful things!! I have a special soft spot for brooches in particular. There's just so much you can do with them! I put them on a chain for a necklace, a headband, or of course to add flavor and style to a dress, blouse, or jacket. For my birthday Sharon and Charlotte went to an antique store in Boston and bought me great little jewels! Sharon gave me the brooch which I have used on several occasions

-including my latest bridal project- and Charlotte gave me the green jeweled necklace

(a girl in one of my classes kept calling it my "medallion". It made me feel like a powerful sorcerer.)

Hey sistas! You ladies should know I get compliments on them every time I wear them and I'm just crazy about 'em!

Tonight as I was inspecting ebay's latest arrivals I found this darling brooch and I had to have it!

I hope to have myself a spectacular collection of beautiful, funky, vintage accessories.

It should be shipped first thing Tuesday and I am SO excited!

Another accessory I've been thinking a lot about lately is a new pair of glasses. Don't get me wrong, I'm mad about my RL frames, but I've had them for 5 years and I think it would be lovely to have a few different pairs of spectacles. I have horrible vision so I convince myself it's a wise investment. I've had a few day dreams about cat glasses lately and I think I'm ready for the plunge. I'll admit, not that you haven't already guessed, but I have a very ostentatious, gaudy, and sometimes costume-like side to my style and aesthetic. It's not all I'm made of, but I certainly do love statement pieces. The problem is, like I just mentioned, I day dream about these things and think how wonderful it would be to actually own such fun things, but I'm a little too nervous to actually go out in public in any of my grand appearances for fear of looking ridiculous. However, if there's one thing I've learned while living in San Francisco it's that anything goes. You like it? You do it. People wear the craziest things out here, and I hardly need to mention the naked Castro man who loves to take a long stroll down Market Street completely nude. Yes, I'm definitely an educated gal now. Anyway, the point is I have decided that if I love it then what's stopping me!? Hopefully I can pull off all my grand ideas and designs with style and grace. Ebay claimed that these glasses are from the 50s, which of course had me sold. I love them already!

Now I just need to find a place that will fill the lenses with my prescription and I'm good to go!

Isn't it great!!? I can't wait!!!

My Own Personal Blog Stylist

2010-09-04T20:51:00.000-07:00

My sister Sharon is an extremely talented, artistic girl (is this turning into a brag about my family blog?) who has quite an eye for all things beautiful and exquisite. She has a degree in interior design which is a perfect outlet for her creative gifts, however since her precious little pearl was born she is currently a full time mommy. Sharon isn't content unless she has a project to work on and as of late her favorite hobby is blogging. Not necessarily writing in her blog, although she does post every once in a while, but she enjoys designing and arranging her blog to seamless perfection. The colors, layout, and overall theme are of utmost importance! When Allysann was staying with her Sharon decided to start up a blog for her and she spent quite a bit of time making sure it was "so Allysann." It's still in the works, but my little Smal Pal told me it should be making it's debut shortly. Because blogging has been on Sharon's mind so much, a lot of our phone calls are taken up with chit-chat about blogs and the latest thing she is working on. The other night I was complaining to her that I wish blogspot had more options and let you have more freedom with how you design your blog. I just don't know all the tricks and I guess if I'm being honest it just wasn't important enough to me to learn them. Well Sharon told me there are lots of ways to make it more personal and fun. She got excited which got me excited and before you know it we were brainstorming great themes, colors, and even layouts for my blog! She spent the entire next day working on it and I was so thrilled when I logged onto my blog that night to see all the changes she had made! I LOVE it! And I think it's so me! We're still not finished -as you can see my favorite starlets on the side are not sized and aligned right which is killing Sharon, but we have a few more ideas and I gotta say, it's definitely encouraging me to blog more! Oh Sherwinkle you're just the greatest!

Hey DAD!

2010-09-01T21:47:00.001-07:00

My dad is a very admirable man with countless amazing qualities that are rare and intriguing. You can't help but respect the man for his extraordinary memory, adore him for his cheerful and friendly disposition, and chuckle at his charming jokes. If you happen to be in the neighborhood at the right time, you are bound to see my dad walk to and from the bus stop wearing a jaunty hat (he has a wonderful collection of hats, each with a unique and playful style. It's the souvenir his children always bring back to him from anywhere in the world they may visit.) He'll be holding an old worn out plastic BYU bookstore bag (where he stores his wallet and keys and such) and sporting trousers that are much too short for him, thus revealing his shapely ankles. He chooses to takes the bus to work because he loves chatting with the bus drivers. They are all his friends and he knows every single one of them by name. He has a very silly side to him and the older I get the more I realize I have picked up a few of his habits and odd quirks. Things like bursting out in funny noises, clapping my hands when I get excited, and conducting imaginary orchestras. I find I've even picked up some of his favorite saying like “oh geeze” and “I love it I love it I love it!”

I've had little to complain about my dad growing up, he's always been extremely dependable. Often I would come into his room late and night and say “dad I forgot I signed up to bring a treat to class tomorrow. Could you get me something please?” By this time of course he's in his pajamas (and by pajamas I mean underwear) and just about to turn off the light and go to bed. He would say “ooooh I'll see what I can do.” If you know Dad's language you know that means “I'll wake up early and buy something for you and leave it on your bed or the kitchen table before I leave for work.” Never once did he fail. Sometimes it was almost a game for me to see if my dad would forget something I asked him to do just once! You know, to show he's human. “Dad, can you get me some double A batteries, I'm running low”, and “hey dad, next time you go grocery shopping can you get some Count Chocula please?” He never disappointed me! The very next day I would have whatever I requested and he usually went above and beyond by getting me a Costco package of double A batteries, or two or three boxes of my favorite cereal.

I could continue to name off his wonderful qualities, in fact the more I write the more they come to me. However I'll focus on one of my favorite qualities in my dad which lies in his extreme humility. Any time I, or anyone else, compliments him he finds a lighthearted response to brush it off with. Sometimes he denies it and sometimes he chuckles and tries to change the subject, but always it's as if he doesn't truly understand how profound and remarkable his brain is.

I was reminded of this characteristic of his last night as I lay in bed idle with curiosity. Let me explain. Growing up whenever someone asked me what my father does for a living I say the only things I was ever sure of. It went a little something like this...”He works at FARMS. Have you heard of it?” Most of the time yes, but it depends on who you are talking to. “He is a librarian and he does research for the church. His office is on BYU campus.” Thats it. That was the extent of my knowledge and I hoped that they wouldn't ask further questions as I had absolutely no clue what he does all day everyday at work. I had this conversation once again yesterday with a boy I work with and I repeated the usual reply, but this time he asked what FARMS stands for. Crap. I felt sheepish when I had to admit I didn't know. “Something about Mormons and research?” Ugh. So last night as I lay in bed reading a thrilling book (The Count of Monte Cristo! Have you read it!? If not, DO! I'm a fan!) I remembered my conversation with the boy at work and whipped out my itouch ipod to find out once and for all what the acronym really stood for. I'm proud to announce that I now know -and won't forget!- that FARMS stands for Foundation for Ancient Research and Mormon Studies. As I perused the website I began to feel a growing pride in my father and his particular line of work. I clicked on the tab “Authors” because I was curious to see if he might make a debut. Sure enough, I found Daniel B. McKinlay! I clicked on his name and his cute little picture popped up with a whole bunch of journal documents, book reviews, and even a few books he was the co-author of! WHAAAAAAA....?! Why didn't I know about any of this!!? It's a disgrace! An outrage! What kind of a daughter am I!? Apparently not a very good one. This was about the moment my heart was bursting with pride and satisfaction. Luckily I was able to click a few tabs and read some of his words. I began to smile when I could recognize his distinct voice in his writings. He helped Truman Madsen quite a bit in his research and books (even though I don't think he was given enough credit) and wrote enlightening words on the journey of Lehi and Sariah and the temple imagery in the epistle of Peter. What a smart guy! I at least knew and have always been impressed with the fact that he can read Hebrew, Greek, and a little Hieroglyphics, but I am ashamed to say I had no idea how amazing and invaluable his knowledge is. That brain of his is miraculous and he has been told that by many important and distinguished members of the church. Yes, I do feel embarrassed for being 22 years old and only just now realizing what it is my father does for a living BUT I don't think I deserve all the credit for his lack of understanding. I mean, c'mon dad! I know modesty is a noble virtue but don't you think this is going a little too far!? I do have a small memory of him mentioning a long time ago, something that had to do with working on a book about the Abrahamic Covenant? But even then it was only briefly mentioned so I didn't pay much attention.

Anyway, the point is I love this guy and I am very glad Heavenly Father sent me here to such wonderful parents who love their children and have taught them gospel principles in which we can prove we know right from wrong and make wise choices.

Random picture? I've just always kinda liked it :)

For grandma

2010-06-28T18:01:00.000-07:00

Most of you know my sister Allysann. If you do then you must also know all about her funny/weird quirks.

One thing she just loves to do is take silly photo shoots (although she's actually kinda serious about them) and somehow I usually find myself consenting to these brilliant and inspired moments of art.

This last time it wasn't as bad as her usual bursts of magnificent ideas, she simply found 3 pairs of our grandmothers pants (for some reason my mom kept them?) and she decided it would be splendid if she, Danielle, and I had a fun little photo shoot with them. I'm sure my grandma would love to see what sillies she has for granddaughters and she might be exceptionally interested to see what has become of her wardrobe. Thanks for the fun grandma!

We'll have to reenact this when we're all pregnant at the same time.

Although something tells me it might be a little bit harder...

This one was inspired by Hello Dolly! Recognize the pose!?

Secret secret! We got a secret!

I actually printed this one off and framed it in my room.

The girls of rock n' roll!

Yeah, it's one of those jumping pictures I can never get right.

I just thought Ally and Danielle looked cute in this one.

When I was younger we had a doorbell that played a song every time someone rang it.

I made up a dance to it and whenever someone was at the door I would pop up and do

my thang! I just thought Sharon and Charlotte might have missed it and would dearly

love to see it, just one more time.

Sista can can!

Just do whatever.

Stacy Lyn Low

2010-06-21T18:48:00.000-07:00

My dear Stacy Lyn Low (I affectionately dubbed her that years ago) was married last week, July 12, 2010 in the Timpanogos Temple to her favorite boy in the whole world! I wouldn't have missed it for the world but it seemed that fate would have me put my money where my mouth is. Her date was exactly one week before finals and I had to rush to finish all my projects in time to make it home! It was a very stressful few weeks, but it was all so definitely worth it! I love to go home because I am so in love with the people who are always there waiting for me! It was a short and quick trip which broke my heart a little, but at least I got to see my family and play with my best friends.

Stacy and I go back almost 10 years ago. In fact, she was the first person I met when my family moved from Provo to Orem in late 1999. Her father came over to help us move our things in the house and Stacy came riding up the hill on her roller blades,hair in low pigtails and sucking on a blow pop. I thought she looked soooo cool. That was exactly what she was going for. She admitted to me a few years later that she had planned that grand entrance entirely because she heard there were some young girls around her age moving in and she wanted to make an impressive first impression. It totally worked Stacy!

I've had some of the best times with Stacy and the gang. I remember when we used to leave secret notes under the loose shingle on my roof (Jo you were in on this too). I so looked forward to checking it every day! The whole note thing hit its peak during jr. high of course, only we would slip it through each others lockers or during lunch, or in between classes. I still have 3 boxes full of silly jr. high notes from all my best friends. We still go through them sometimes when we want to laugh at ourselves. One of my favorite notes from Stacy is one that was given to me when I was entering high school. I found it a little while ago and it made me smile and even laugh out loud.More than half of my best friends are younger than me meaning they would still be in jr. high while I moved on to high school. It was an encouraging note telling me how much she loves me and that "times are probably going to get hard in high school" so she wrote me a letter to remind me how great I am. What a sweet heart! It says some of the cutest things and I still love to read it when things "get hard." I love you Stacy girl! And I'm so glad I got to be there on your day!

They're married!

Jo, Stacy, me, and Jenna

Jo and I waiting for Stacy and Zach to come out!

I finally got a picture with her after waiting patiently in line.

We love each other. Something tells me she's next...

Kyle and Allysann releasing their inner Latin lovers. Things got pretty heated.

My mom couldn't resist pulling out her wicked moves either.

After dancing our little hearts out at the reception we all ran outside to take some pictures of us. We had to! It's been so long since we've all been together like that. Stacy was still inside dancing and receiving her guests of course, and Meaghan wasn't able to make it :( but the rest of us had a real party! Apparently Kyle and Allysann enjoy this move.

Best friend for a looooooong time.

The brady bunch.

I wanna be like you!

2010-05-13T18:10:00.000-07:00

I have a slight obsession with Ginger Rogers. She is one of my very FAVORITE actresses of all time, I've even gone as far as to call her my "girl crush." The moment I found out she had written a book of "her story" I knew I just had to have it! I ordered it off of Amazon.com and then picked up the phone to tell my mom all about it! She also shares a deep affection for Ginger. "That woman could do anything from comedies to dramas to musicals, and a whole lot of dancing!" Naturally you can imagine my surprise when my mother's response was a warning that I might not like what I read. I may find out she wasn't as wonderful as I thought. Now my life of 22 years has taught me that normally my mother is right on all accounts, but I am so very pleased to say that in this case she was not. The book arrived a few days ago, and although I'm not quite half way through I have to admit that somehow I admire her even more now than I did before!! She is everything I aspire to be; Breathtakingly beautiful, charming, kind, classy, poised, elegant, witty, intelligent, articulate and so so much more!

Alright, I know what you're thinking. She wrote the dang book! OF COURSE there isn't anything unflattering about her in her own biography! Even so, I am finding more and more to love about this woman. Like the fact that she has such strong religious beliefs, and she attributes all of her success to God. Well she's right! And I'm so glad she knows it! What a wonderful example she is! Of course Christ is the ultimate example, but if I turn out anything like Ginger I think I'll be in good shape. If any of you have a passion for old Hollywood movies, or maybe just enjoy biographies as I do I definitely recommend giving this book a try. She is adorable, you won't be able to help falling in love with her too.

P.S. Jimmy Stewart is also one of my favorite old actors

(another fabulous human being).

I know she and Jimmy were extremely close friends,

I can't wait to get to the part where he comes in!

In a nut shell...

2010-04-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

One of my best friends, Stacy reminds me all too often that I never update my blog. She's right of course but is it an acceptable excuse when I say I'm in my last year of school and the projects are getting progressively harder and more time consuming?No? Shoot. Well anyway, this is what yo Kaity girl has been up to for the last month and a half.

Starting from the most recent and going back... I had a FABULOUS birthday! My roommate Ciara planned a little dinner for me at IHOP. I thought it would just be us and maybe two other people depending on who was free that night. When we got to the restaurant I walked around the corner to find all my San Francisco BFFs waiting for me! Ciara still likes to bring up daily that we went to IHOP for my birthday. "You live in San Francisco and you choose IHOP!!?" Her favorite part was that I dressed up for it. But it's a tradition! As far as I can remember, I have always dressed up on my birthday. After the party we came back to my apartment to find an even bigger crowd waiting for me! My friend McCaye had planned a party for me! Stacy had sent me one of our favorite movies, Saturdays Warrior (SCORE!)so I insisted on putting it on. Some might have been less than enthusiastic about it, but once those pastel leotards hit the stage the grumbling came to an abrupt halt. How can you not LOVE that ridiculous movie!?

Thanks Stacy, it was definitely the cherry on top!

I was able to go home for spring break! It was only a week (it went WAY too fast) and I didn't get to do everything I wanted to, but I still had a fabulous break! My best friends kidnapped me Saturday morning for my birthday and took me to IHOP for breakfast. Apparently that's my place :) I'm a real classy girl. But I adore these people. They've been my very best friends since I was 12 years old and I can't imagine what my life would be like if I didn't grow up with them. I love that we're still besties and that we STILL kidnap each other on our birthdays! That was one of our favorite tricks in Jr. High. Not everyone in the "Nerd Herd" could make it, we were missing Stacy, Hayley, Meaghan and Emily, but we still had fun and I was so grateful for good food and good company!

I also got to see my Sherwinkle and her baby!! I hadn't seen Sharon in over a year (since Amelia was born) and that was unacceptable! Sharon moved to Boston last September and I came home a few days after she left so we had just missed each other. Her visit was a surprise to everyone but Charlotte, and they had been scheming for a few weeks, thinking of all the fun and dramatic ways Sharon could make an entrance. She even considered leaving her baby Caroline in a basket on the doorstep just to see if my mom would recognize her own grand daughter. Instead Charlotte took Ally and me (the rest of the snoopy family had all found out some way or another) on a little trip to the air port where we were MORE than surprised to see Sharon walking towards us with that little bundle of joy. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! My mom was the only other person who didn't know Sharon was coming, so all the kids -and nieces- made a little visit to Payson Jr. High. She was still working late on some scenery for her play that was about to go on the next night. It was so fun to have all the kids jump out of the car to help her finish everything and yes, there were definitely tears. I LOVE my family more than anything in this world. Such a delight to have all of us together like that. It just doesn't happen often enough. Lynn only came home from Logan for a couple days, but we girls spent every last second we could together.

And last, but of course not least, my best friend Kyle FINALLY returned from his mission!! I swear it was 5 years, not 2! It was the longest mission ever, but that might have had something to do with the fact that he has been in San Jose all this time. So close and yet so far away! We know the same people, I've met many of his mission buddies and companions,and I even met some of his investigators. Luckily we were both good enough to not seek out moments where we might "run into each other", although there were definitely a few close calls. Anyhow, he's back and I got to play with him the whole week I was home! He pretty much spent all his time with me and my sisters. I'm sure that was a joy for him.

My Favorite Prom

2010-02-27T21:46:00.001-08:00

I have a funny friend in my ward named Matt who loves to dance. He's pretty nutty which might be why we get along so well, and he certainly knows how to work a crowd. He thrives in the lime light. This year he decided he wanted to throw a formal dance with no limitations. He planned it months in advanced and sent special facebook reminders about every two weeks. It was a big deal. I never liked formal dances- something you wouldn't expect from me? Fashion major, lover of any and everything girly, and especially glamor. The thing is, I LOVE to play dress up by myself, but actually going out in public makes me feel ridiculous. So you can imagine I wasn't too excited for this silly dance, even if I do love kooky Matt. But I decided to have a good attitude about it, after all, I was going to be amongst friends right? But when my roommate came slumping into my room asking for help because she claims she doesn't know how to get ready I began to get into the spirit. OOOOOOO! Now this is what I call fun! My friend Nikki also asked if she could come over and get a little assistance and I couldn't have been more thrilled! I did their hair and makeup and although I did feel silly to be getting us all ready for the dance, I was getting way too much joy out of it to fully appreciate the fact that I was 21 and back at prom. They turned out pretty foxy if I do say so myself. I have beautiful friends. When we got to his apartment it had been completely reformed! Twinkle lights leading up his walkway, a balloon arch, a photo booth, and a disco ball. Can you tell this guy was on student council in high school? It turned out to be a VERY fun dance and apparently I couldn't get enough of that photo booth.It was so great to recreate everyones worst prom photo poses. I posted a few that always kill me. We also had king and queen nominations -he seriously thought of everything. I nominated my roommate Ciara because #1 I love her #2 she gets embarrassed easily and I knew it would be hilarious and #3 she kept on making such a big deal about being 28 years old and going to prom so I thought I would do my best to make it a night she would never forget. Well she ended up winning! Turns out everyone loves Ciara. Matt won prom king of course, it was his dance after all. I have to say their special king and queen dance was one of my favorite high lights. The dance was a success with over 100 people packed in his little apartment and I ended up really loving it. So good job Matt! Thanks for the fun, it was worth all the effort!

One my of greatest heroes

2010-02-16T21:03:00.000-08:00

Last Thursday was a horrible, no good, very bad day for me. Actually, the day itself wasn’t bad, but trying to get home was a disaster. It took me 2 hours to get home when it usually takes me about 35 minutes. I won’t bore you all with the details but to make a long story short, I finally made it home with blisters on my feet, sopping wet, most of my fashion illustrations ruined, a good chunk of my evening eaten up, and a very rotten attitude. I kept trying to make myself feel better by looking on the bright side of things, and although I did find a lot of hidden blessings I still couldn’t shake off the bad mood. I threw on my Pajamas, jumped in bed and turned on my computer. I have a routine, first I check my email, then catch up on blogs, and then make a little visit to face book. I was still a little perturbed until I found a speech my friend had posted on her wall by J.K. Rowling.

Now that’s what I call a tender mercy!

I just lover her. She is honestly one of my greatest heroes of all time. Listening to her speech made me feel a lot better partly because she was just being herself, but also because she had me saying “Aw J.K. you’ve done it again!” Then I found myself asking “but why do you love her so much?” Of course I started a list straightway and predictably came up with quite a few reasons

J.K. Rowling has a matchless imagination. Imagination is something I hold in high regard and I love how much she values it as well. I feel like so many wonderful and important events and creations have come about because someone tapped into their ingenuity and made the world a little more enchanting and charming.
She is extremely humble. Rowling has not only unwittingly made a giant splash in the past few years, but a massive mark in society and pop culture for decades to come at least. With all of her brilliance, I have yet to hear a quote or read an interview where she was not tremendously modest. That’s not to say she isn’t proud, but she knows where her blessings come from which leads me on to #3
I love her rags to riches story. I love that she loves it and that she isn’t ashamed or embarrassed to talk about it. It was important for her to go through those times and she credits much of her success to it. She is a real inspiration for me. –Not that I ever dream of being as famous as she is. No thanks.
She is such a talented writer. She has the capability of making you cry, laugh, be frightened, and giddy all in one book (or 7). She could write a horror, romance, comedy, or a mystery and it would most definitely become a best seller. But not only is she a talented writer with the words she chooses, and her style, she is a master storyteller. You fall in love with her characters. She makes them so real that you feel like they’re all your friends. (Yes, I know I sound like a nerd, but it’s just the truth.)
This one just might make you roll your eyes, but honestly she has helped me realize the atonement on so many different levels because of the religious parallels she draws in her books. They are most definitely there and when I recognize them myself it’s as though a light turns on in my head and I understand a deep principal that I might not have otherwise figured out. I kinda look at it like a parable. I am grateful for her spiritual strength and knowledge that she was able to pass on subtly and maybe not so subtly through her story and characters.
I love the major themes in her books such as love, courage, integrity, and wisdom. You can tell she values these qualities above many others and she argues their importance in every book.
She has a wonderful sense of humor. She has that great balance I love so much between dry and witty and kind and sincere. You go girl!

So, now that you all think I am absolutely obsessed, I should say that I know she isn’t a god. She has plenty of problems and faults just like every human being, but unlike every human being she would be the first to tell you. I just have to meet her! Probably not in this life, but someday I’ll get the chance to tell her how fabulous I think she is!

Here is the speech that instantly lightened my mood.

JK Rowling: The fringe benefits of failure | Video on TED.com

100 things I LOVE

2010-01-21T22:55:00.000-08:00

So I'm sitting in my journalism class Tuesday night, struggling to stay awake in a 6:00-10:00 P.M. class, and I realize that the best way to keep my head from hitting the desk is to keep myself occupied. I've always enjoyed making lists no matter what they are for and then it struck me! Make a list of 100 things that I just LOVE about life. I always struggled to find original things to add to my list of what I am grateful for on Thanksgiving, but I found making a list of things I LOVE is so easy! In fact I wanted to keep going but I thought for this blog post it would be kind to cap it off at 100. I'm only thinking of you guys. I know it's long so of course you shouldn't feel the need to read all of them, but I would advise everyone to make a list of things they LOVE in life! Oh! Now I want to make a list of reasons why you should make a list! But I'll spare you all. Just know that it certainly made me realize how wonderful my life is, and it was a good way to stay awake in a 4 hour night class. So without further ado... (ahem)

100 Things I LOVE... in no particular order

inside jokes
Mormon culture -Yes I do!
cute new shoes
sisters
imagination
birthdays
fluffy ducklings
making fun of silly movies and T.V. shows -I'm afraid that's something I'm a little too good at.
fun stories -fiction or nonfiction
beautiful starlets and old Hollywood glamour!
Nostalgia
sleeping in
sleepovers with my cousins
beautiful colors
getting something fun in the mail -anything but bills!
looooong talks with people I love
laughing so hard it hurts
moments I am reminded of my divine nature and the purpose of my life. -eternal perspective
weddings that are done tastefully -I spend hours on facebook looking at wedding pictures. What? Not the most productive way to spend my time? I just say it's homework. I'm in the business.
the Book of Mormon -oh how I adore it!
scenic drives with someone I love to be with
white boards and colorful Expo markers
the feeling after an intense workout
breakfast food
Harry Potter
old movies -30s, 40s, 50s...
days I feel pretty
vintage dresses and designs
getting long emails from friends
singing songs that make me sound good
old fashioned hats
plays and musicals
books I just can't put down -almost everything I read. Even if I don't really like it I have to know what happens next!
The Muppets and Sesame St.
singing in an amazing choir
classic Disney movies -animated and other
Mints
swimming in the summer
designer jeans -they do wonders for you!
flirty text messages
chocolate
thrift stores
makeup done masterfully
bubble gum
going home to people who really know me
snuggling with cute boys
when my teeth look white -it comes and goes ya know?
biographies
fashion history
witty/flirty conversations with boys
gaudy jewelry -rings in particular
snow -so beautiful, clean, bright, and sparkly!
writing about topics that interest me
discussing great literature
giving myself manicures
FLOWERS!
songs that I just have to dance to
when I finish a sewing project I'm proud of -it doesn't happen too often
finding money in your pocket
running my fingers through my hair -or anyone's for that matter.
warm quilts -best if homemade
popcorn
spiritual "ah-ha!" moments -when something I've been learning about my whole life finally comes home for me.
doing baptisms for the dead
lipstick
adorable coats and jackets
tire swings
turtles
exciting dreams
hammocks
cute nieces
cold soda pop
making up songs, dances, and movies with my best friends
when my room is clean and everything is in its right place
Relief Society -and of course Young Women!
Victorian homes
having my back scratched
sharing a bed with my sisters
actor crushes -alright! So I have a small (big) crush on Zac Efron these days! I know I'm a nerd!
dogs -and especially puppies
quoting movies
reading my old journal writes -I was such a funny teen!
amazing poetry that I actually understand and connect with
people have a good balance of kindness and sarcasm.
girls camp -some of my favorite memories
meeting a new friend that you "click" with right away
pearls and diamonds -I have expensive taste. It's a problem
beautiful perfume bottles
McDonald's food -dang it!
situations that force me to get out of my comfort zone -it's a love/hate relationship
learning about my parent's past -turns out they actually WERE young once!
bathtubs with clawed feet
boys that smell good -oh and I love when they dress well too! Mmmmmmm....
burning hot showers and baths
Bras that fit just right
embarrassing stories
honing my fashion illustration skills
classical music -and movie theme music
losing weight
finishing my homework early

Did you miss me!?

2009-10-15T23:16:00.000-07:00

I have been gone for far too long. I had two VERY demanding classes with giant projects due at the end of September and now that they are over I have no excuse. I started classes again on October 4th but I don't think this quarter looks too excruciating. Here's hoping. I am however staying up late, working on one of my homework assignments and I'm having so much fun reminiscing that I thought I would post this narrative I just wrote. My paper is on accomplishments I have achieved throughout my life. This is just a little piece of my paper but I thought it was at least entertaining enough to me to post.

Another accomplishment that comes to mind was when I was fourteen years old auditioning for Encore, the top choir at my Junior High School. I love to sing, but I have always been, and still am, very nervous to sing alone for an audience. I have been in choirs since 7th grade and at the time was singing in the Women's Choir for 8th graders. Being in Encore was such a cool thing to do and I wanted it so badly! There were many reasons, some of which include everyone knowing that you must have an amazing voice to be in the top choir, you got to sing in assemblies and even go on tours, and most of all you got to wear those beautiful (what was I thinking!?) satin dresses with the big bow in the back! Although I was anxious about my audition, I felt I had a very high chance of making it. Some of my friends who were older and were already in the choir had been chosen by the teacher to help her during the auditions and give their opinions on each persons performance. When it was my turn I sang a Christmas song, Angels We Have Heard on High (in the middle of March) and felt quite confident in my audition.
The next day my friends who had seen all the auditions informed me that there was absolutely no chance of me not making it. They assured me the entire week while the teacher was deciding on her top choir that I had without a doubt been chosen. Finally, after a long and torturous week of waiting I marched up to the list posted in the front office window and searched for my name. Again and again I looked the paper over trying to find a glimpse of my name. Perhaps she spelled it wrong? Maybe she forgot? Could I be on a different list (her favorites!?) No. Nothing. I went through a typical anguished day of Junior High and finally resolved to at least speak with the Choir teacher before she had the chance to leave that day. This was a very bold move for me and I remember as I knocked on her door I was shaking just a bit. She offered me a chair and I immediately burst into tears. I explained to her how much I wanted to be in the choir and how my friends had been telling me all along that I had definitely made it. Ratting out the friends. Not a good idea. I just consider it one Junior High lesson learned. My teacher however was willing to listen and when I had finished she told me that she had a very hard time deciding between me and another girl, but in the end it was my attendance record that killed me. I had been tardy far too often in her class and it wouldn't be fair to let me join the choir when all the other hopefuls had a much cleaner attendance record. I recall feeling very indignant about this. I thought “it's the first class of the day! I have to walk to school! In the SNOW!” but of course I didn't voice any of my thoughts. I settled instead for a pitiful sob. She watched me for a second or two then said “I'll make you a deal Kaitlin. If you agree to come to class on time for the rest of the year I will allow you to join Encore. But you can't be late even once!” YIPPY!! I thanked her profusely and ran for it before she had the chance to change her mind. My 9th grade year was by far the best of my Junior High career for many reasons, but especially because I belonged to the top choir at Oak Canyon Junior High.

Like sand through an hour glass, so are the days of my life

2009-07-23T17:55:00.000-07:00

Seriously? I think it has been about two months! Here is a quick recap of my adventures for the last little while...

A SF Giants game at the AT&T ball park! That was one exciting game! I swear I wore black! It was just so gosh dang cold that I had to put on my Utah State hoodie. You can take the girl out of Utah but you can't take the Utah out of the girl! I was also able to see the San Francisco Opera on the screen in this ball park with my friend Kristy for free! They were doing Tusca. Once a year the Opera allows their production to be broadcasted over the enormous ball park screen and anyone who wants to go (and can get there early enough for a seat) is invited! It was a cool experience and I definitely wouldn't mind making a tradition of it. Heaven knows I'll be here for a while. But getting home by public transportation was an adventure all by itself! I'll just leave it at that.

I moved in June to a beautiful and very spacious apartment with two other LDS girls! My life is looking pretty dang good right now. I feel much more connected to the ward, we have a party at our place every weekend, and the best part? I get a little buzzer for people to push when they want to be let in!!! I'm so POSH! Yup. It's just like in the movies. But why the picture of the Ocean you may ask? I am only 5 short blocks away from Ocean Beach! I like to take my long phone calls there. It's way too cold to do anything but wade in it, but I enjoy it just the same. Hey! If any of you are looking for a pen pal just drop me a line! My address is:

Kaitlin McKinlay

3111 Vicente apt. 205

San Francisco CA, 94116

And the TRUE highlight of my summer... GOING TO DISNEY WORLD!!! I met Allysann and my mother there on June 28th and spend a fabulous 4 days with two of my favorite ladies. We had a blast and my only regret was that it went by way too fast! Life just isn't fair like that. This is a picture of Ally and I wishing for our one true love. He never came. Go figure.

My mommy and I ready for a grand day at the happiest place in the world! We were just so excited!

And at night we were all definitely exhausted but still had enough energy for stupid pictures. This one isn't so bad, but if you check out Allysann's photo album on facebook you'll see a few treasures. School started July 13th and I'll admit I was reluctant to hit the ground running again. Luckily my classes are interesting to me so it's not as grueling. The projects are huge though and I know there are going to be quite a few sleepless nights this quarter. And just in case any of you were interested my classes are: Intermediate Pattern making, Trends and Concepts, Apparel Marketing, and World Conflicts. Here's hoping I pass them all!

My Best Friend's Wedding

2009-05-25T11:36:00.000-07:00

I can't believe we are actually old enough for marriage. One of my very best friends, Meaghan Elizabeth Norrell, was married Saturday May 23rd in Southern California. I am so happy for her!! She really is in love and I couldn't pick a better match for her. It's strange though because it truly seems like it was just a couple years ago we were silly girls in Junior High along with the rest of the "Nerd Hurd" making movies, late night talks, girls camp,watching hilarious movies and T.V. shows, scrap booking, long walks, a whole lot of babysitting, and the BEST SUMMERS EVER!! I'll admit, I got pretty misty eyed when she walked down the isle. Years and years of spectacular memories. I should say that I am just as close to her sister Emily (below) who was the maid of honor. It's amazing the good times you can have with these girls. I'm sure Hayley, Jordan, Stacy, and Kyle will agree that they are irreplaceable in our group.

The beautiful bride and I

It was a beautiful wedding.

The happy couple just after the ceremony.

We had to wait in this back room until our debut because of course no one could see the bride until it was time! And she wanted her bridesmaids to stay with her. We had so much fun! We practiced different ways to walk/boogy down the isle, and found interesting ways to pass time. Meaghan is such a sweetheart. It was her wedding day and all she could do was go around to each of her bridesmaids and tell them how gorgeous they look. She is the best!

We went to the Spaghetti Factory for the wedding rehearsal luncheon. It was absolutely scrumptious!

Never a dull moment with Kristy!

2009-05-18T19:38:00.000-07:00

Kristy and I went on a city adventure to find the best bus route for me to take when I had my interview at Peekadoodle. We had a lot of fun! I know my sun glasses make me look like a dufus, but I had to get them because months ago I bought a really pretty blouse from a thrift store but they told me I had to spend at least $10.00 if I was going to pay with a debit card. I grabbed the closest thing I could-the dorky sunglasses.

Waiting for the bus to arrive.

It's almost impossible to get her to be serious in a picture.

Kristy Leanne and I went to a great Mexican restaurant/bar for Cinco De Mayo and it was a lot of fun! They were pretty wild with the karaoke. We almost couldn't hear each other! Almost everyone was drunk. We had a good laugh because there was one girl who was exceptionally obnoxious with the microphone and her mad dancing skills but a little bit later Leanne noticed she was wearing a BYU t-shirt. Too funny. I don't know what the deal was, but we thought it was a bit ironic.

We were waiting outside to be seated. What else can you do to waste the time but take pictures!? But I am a little bummed I didn't get any of Leanne! Check out Kristy's eyes! This isn't just a good picture, she has the most beautiful blue eyes I think I have ever seen. Honestly. This picture doesn't even do her justice. You should enlarge the picture to get a better look.

You just never know with my dear Kristy. Like I said, never a dull moment.

Too much to update!

2009-05-18T17:41:00.000-07:00

Well... Where do I begin? It's been about a month and a lot has happened! That could quite possibly be the reason for my long absence. First things first I suppose. I FINALLY got a job!! I work at a private family club called Peekadoodle. Check it out! peekadoodlekidsclub.com. I am the receptionist and so far so good! I totally love it! It's funny because I have been needing a job for SO long and this one just kind of fell in my lap. I went with my friend to a salon so she could get a pedicure and I met a lady who was getting her hair cut. The conversation started with my hair and somehow rolled around to her asking if I wanted a job. How great is that!? It's a new establishment, she only started it a year ago, but it is right in the middle of Ghirardelli Square. It's such a fun scene to be in every day. I love to look right out the window and see Alcatraz and all the fun ships come sailing in.

Birds eye view of the city

2009-04-26T17:00:00.000-07:00

One of my best friends Hayley had a roommate at BYU Hawaii who is from the SF bay area. Hayley let her know I was out here so when she came home for a bit she found me and we spent the day together doing fun things in San Francisco! We got Ice cream cones from Mitchel's -The best ice cream in the city! And we drove around looking at fun touristy sights. We also drove up to a lookout spot where you can see the whole city. I thought it was fascinating to see the city I run around in everyday from up high. San Francisco makes a little more sense to me now that I was able to see where streets connect, and where exactly my school is compared to other buildings. You might be wondering "Why the heck did she put that picture up? She obviously wasn't ready." Well yes, but if you look really closely you can see the bridge behind me! And what is a good picture of San Francisco without its Golden Gate Bridge?

I'm not sure if you can see it, but the dome like building in the center and a little to the left is City hall. My school is a block away from City Hall. That's where I watched President Obama's Inauguration speech!

Closer look at City Hall.

This just made me laugh. You will probably need to enlarge this picture to see it, but right at the curve of Market Street there is a big rainbow flag. Welcome to the Castro! Oh wow.

Me and the city!! Please do not enlarge.

Beautiful Victorian Houses!

2009-04-18T19:10:00.000-07:00

I thought this was pretty funny. They have the painted ladies on the playground across the street. They're baby Victorians!

These are the famous painted ladies! Here is my personal post card.

I love Love LOVE the houses here!! I love to take long Muni rides all over the city and look at the intricate, unique designs on each one. SO pretty! I know these houses all look pretty similar, but the rest of the city is chic and unique! I have a whole list of things I want in my future home just from living out here. We are definitely going to have to collaborate Sharon!

Birthday festivities!

2009-04-13T11:06:00.000-07:00

Kristy brought over a birthday cake for me!!! It kind of fell apart on her way over, but that didn't stop it from tasting oh so amazing!

And Monday morning Kristy and Leanne took me to the beach for my birthday!! It was a ton of fun! I have pictures to prove it!

I'm so embarrassed! There was an old naked guy wandering the beach just behind me! I snuck a few pictures of him, but I think I'll spare you all. I was so scandalized!! Yup. This is when I just discovered the dude.

I love these girls and I'm so lucky to know them!

Just a few adventures in SF

2009-04-05T22:04:00.000-07:00

I'm the queen of San Fran! It's my city, aint I pretty, I'm the queen of San Fran! I do love Newsies. But that's the City of San Francisco behind me!

I just HAD to have a picture of me in front of the Golden Gate Bridge. I don't love it. I think I'll have to keep coming back until I find one I'm satisfies with. I suppose I could try getting ready for the day? But hey! It's my spring break! Leanne and I found some really pretty flowers in Golden Gate Park so we decided to take some pictures next to them. No. We don't take ourselves seriously.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!! If this wasn't the cutest thing I ever saw I don't know what is! I LOVE turtles! And they were all spooning! Alright, I had to do a double take here. Why does this city attract the weirdest people? Forget the SF zoo, you'll find things far more fascinating in the park! Kiss kiss! I was giving this big guy some baby talk and then it hit me. I'm one of the crazy people here too. I guess I fit right in. I love these sort of spring trees. I don't know what kind it is but it's a pretty one. I think it could be used for some really cute pictures. I guess I just wasn't workin it that day.

Wicked!

2009-03-27T12:32:00.000-07:00

Down at the end where all the people are and the two little black banners... that is my school!

Can you see the excitement on my face!?

My dear friend Carissa bought me a ticked to Wicked for an early birthday present! I was ecstatic!! The performance was amazing and the costumes were SO WONDERFUL!! I couldn't believe someone had such a fabulous imagination to create all of those costumes. They were unique, kooky, and looked like so much fun to wear! Especially Galinda's! The music and voices just blew me away. I sat near the orchestra so I felt the deep vibrations of the instruments at the dramatic parts and it totally added to the effects. Oh man, when Galinda made her grand entrance in the bubble! SO cool! And the defying gravity scene gave me chills! Yup. It was all marvelous. I might even have been inspired to give designing costumes a try! I was able to go right in the middle of my finals so it was great to take a break and remember that life isn't so bad. Thanks Carissa!

In N Out

2009-03-22T20:46:00.000-07:00

Yup. It's worth all the excitement. I love it! And it's pretty cheap for San Francisco!

Guess who???

2009-03-14T12:05:00.000-07:00

Can you tell can you tell??? It's MEEEEEEEE!!! We had to do self portraits in my drawing class on Tuesday and I am rather happy with the way mine turned out. Okay okay, so I know they aren't master pieces, and they really don't even look like me that much, but I can't help but be proud of them. I haven't ever thought of myself as an artist so it's fun to see where school and a whole lot of money will take you. First one is the homework I did before we even had the lecture on faces. I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. After a few hours I got a little frustrated and wrote "Rats! I'm bad at this!" I tend to write little notes on my work. They can always be erased of course. But the second one I did in class after she taught us about facial structure and how to draw a proper face. I think this one looks a little more like me wouldn't ya say? Maybe it's the blond hair?

Just call me Aunt Kait!

2009-02-18T17:26:00.000-08:00

Yes, the rumors are all true! I have an little niecie now and I couldn't be more proud! She is adorable and she's only going to get cuter. I have a friend who works for Jet Blue at the San Francisco Airport so she gets flights for free. She also gets to bring a friend! I was the lucky winner this time! What are the odds that I would be able to go home the weekend my sister has the baby? There weren't any odds. 1- God loves me and allowed me to be there for my sister and the baby! 2- Charlotte was induced when she found out I would be able to come home the weekend of Valentines day. It was the best weekend and I got to be with everyone I love except my cousins. Dang!... Next time.

The plane landed in Salt Lake Saturday morning (looooong story there) so when I got home I was able to make Valentines cup cakes! They were pretty dang good if I do say so myself. We went over to play with Charlotte and I gave her a pedicure so her feet would look lovely when she went into labor. She let me eat some chocolate covered strawberries in return (sheer delights!) After that I was able to spend the evening with some of my best friends and catch up in person. I love them greatly.

Amelia Rose Tidwell came Feb. 15th (Allysann's birthday!) at 4:03 P.M. Sharon, Dan, Danielle, Mom, Dad, and I were all waiting patiently in the hospital. Everything went well and Charlotte was a champ! Only 7 hours of labor! That's good right? Anyway, when we were allowed to see her I walked in and immediately went to Charlotte. I had to do something to show my affections so I patted her and told her "good job!" Poor dear was exhausted as I'm sure you can imagine. I asked where the baby was and she pointed over by the door. I walked right past her! I turned around walked over to Amelia. I am tellin ya, love at first sight! She looked up at me with those murky eyes and I was completely overwhelmed. There is a spirit in that little thing! An actual spirit! She was studying my face and I almost burst out in tears. She was so fresh from God. The doctor told me I could hold her so I scooped her up and held her close. We shared a special moment right there. She felt it I'm sure! No really, I'm probably being ridiculous but it was momentous just the same.

I'm such a San Fran lady!

2009-02-02T13:58:00.001-08:00

Well, at least I'm trying to be. Last Friday a girl in my ward invited me to the San Francisco Ballet! I was so excited and of course, dressed up for the occasion! It was held in the Opera house and...my oh my... It was AMAZING!! When we gave the usher our tickets and walked in there were men and women looking SO refined clinking glasses of champagne together and chatting about the weather. We had balcony seats so I got a view of the entire theatre. It was awe inspiring! I took some pictures but they just don't do it justice! The chandelier was fantastic taking up almost the whole ceiling, and everything was gold! Usually I would think an entire room of gold is pretty dang tacky, but it most definitely was not. When they lifted the curtains I almost had to hold my breath! It was nearly my favorite part! Everything was so dramatic. The dancing was flawless of course and not one dancer ever seemed to be off (and geez! Are those male ballerina's buns sculpted!) The man sitting in front of me was truly the cherry on top. He had shocking white hair styled in a bowl cut, round glasses (Harry Potter glasses) a sweater vest, and a bow tie. And the best part of all was after the first intermission when he whipped out his eye drops and nasal spray. Needless to say, he was quite a character. I loved the ballet and I think when I am rich someday I want to make it a hobby. I'm so posh!

Also, on Thursday night I was FINALLY able to go to the temple. It was fantastic of course and I am SO thankful I got to go. I even made a good friend out of the deal! Seriously, just when I think I couldn't be more blessed I always seem to stand corrected.

P.S. I ADORED the valentines package Charlotte! Yes Yes YES! You are the BEST!

Life is taking a turn for the better!

2009-01-23T12:24:00.000-08:00

It was just a little cold

But I got used to it.

(Oakland Temple pictures were taken a year ago)

First I want to apologize for the saddening post below. I was just having a very blue week. But after reading President Monson's talk from last Octobers conference (thanks Aunt Kathy Jo) I have been trying hard to find the great things out here and "Enjoy the Journey." Turns out looking for the good things really does help! Good things have been happening! Like last Monday I went to the San Francisco Zoo and the beach with a boy from my ward!! It was only my second time seeing the Ocean and I loved it! I am beginning to make some friends in my ward and although I don't have a car, I am figuring out how to make my way around in this city. Another wonderful blessing is that my sister Charlotte sent me something in the mail that was so desperately needed I couldn't help but be extremely humbled and grateful. Thanks Charles!

As I mentioned in an earlier post, one of my best friends is on a mission out here in San Jose. He knows how difficult things have been for me and has helped me out big time! He has some friends in the stake he is serving in right now that go to the Oakland Temple weekly (Thursdays) and he asked them if they would be willing to take me along. At first I was a bit embarrassed. I don't like to seem needy or helpless. But I know his heart was in the right place and he actually did me a huge favor! He must have been inspired (go figure). One of the girls found me on facebook and we set up a time to go. She also went above and beyond by inviting me over for a slumber party! I CAN'T WAIT! Here is the weird part though... She sees the Elders so often! One night she will be with me the next night with my friend Elder Hendricksen! Does this seem a little weird to anyone else!? It's already been hard enough that we live so close to each other, but now we're just going to be blocks away! Don't you worry, we won't go looking for any secret rendezvous and we won't even glimpse each other if we can help it. Geez.

So in short, my testimony of prayer has been strengthened and I know that god loves me.

Starting over

2009-01-17T11:21:00.000-08:00

Christmas break was good. Too good. It has been pretty hard for me to get back into my San Francisco life, it almost feels like I am moving here for the first time all over again! But that's not fully true because I know where I am going, I know how to take public transportation (at least to school and church), and I guess I do know a few people. It's just so heartbreaking to leave EVERYONE and EVERYTHING you love and come to a place where I feel so alone. I have absolutely no money and I am still looking for a job. I miss my family and friends so deeply that it literally hurts. I guess that's called homesickness. School is extremely hard and requires a lot of work, time, and money. I realize this is turning into a pitty party so now I'll list the good things about being out here...

I am not scared of the people anymore!! They most definitely aren't Utah folk, but I'm getting used to the bums and creeps on the street. I got pepper spray for Christmas so there really are no worries anymore. I still don't like being on the streets alone at night, but who does?
Like I've mentioned many times, I have the best friends and family. Everyone is so supportive and encouraging. You all help me to see the big picture and make me feel like I can actually do this! Just two more years!! And you are constantly reminding me of the goodness that will come from this hard time.
This one goes along with the above, but technology is amazing! I can talk to everyone I love daily through email, facebook, blogging, texting, calling, and skype! Skype is a program you can down load on your computer to talk to people all over the world for free! It's like a phone call but if your computer has a camera you can talk face to face! My friend Hayley is going to school in Hawaii and last night we were able to hang out! We watched The Office and Steel Magnolias over the internet and it felt like any other friday night hangin out. I LOVED it! Definitely a blessing.
When I am here I feel a closeness and extreme need for God that I just don't get at home. I still do everything I am supposed to at home, but here I CLING to anything that will bring me comfort and happiness. I read a talk a night from the Ensign, I have a lot more alone time to read my scriptures, and my prayers are much more intense.
Sorry, this is the last one. But I just keep reminding myself that this won't last forever. As my friend Tonia Dodson said, I only have to do this for two years and then I have the rest of my life to be with who I truly want to be with and go where I want to go. And once it's all over it will have been in the past and won't seem so bad anymore!

So thats that. I sure hope I don't sound pathetic or annoying. I'm just telling it the way it is.

Dishes dance

2009-01-07T10:35:00.000-08:00

Allysann and I stayed home yesterday to do some house cleaning. We turned on a fun CD and got to work. I was down in the front room when ABBA came on and I did a jig myself, you just can't help it! ABBA is so danceable! But what a treat I got when I looked up the stairs to find Allysann doing a happy dance of her own! I didn't have the camera with me so I made her reenact. Of course she was more than willing, Ally is always ready for a performance. I died laughing though. My favorite part is near the end where she jerks her knees up and cocks her head. And I especially love that she wore her rain boots all day. We eventually tackled the dishes and in the end the kitchen and front room were sparkling.
THANKS ABBA!

Resolutions...

2009-01-04T16:36:00.000-08:00

Everyone is writing about this so I'll keep it brief. I just don't know how I feel about resolutions. Does anyone ever keep them? You usually just end up feeling bad about yourself because you weren't strong enough to resist this or didn't have enough endurance to persist on that. Geez. Who thought of this anyway!? But on the other hand, if you truly do put your mind to it and you happen to accomplish it, how great do you feel!!?

I just have one question to all of you who read this. Does popping you knuckles really make them fat? I mean really!? I have never believed that "wives tale" until recently when I noticed that my knuckles are looking a little chubby. Could it possibly be because I pop them all day every day? What do you think??? If it's all true then I suppose that will be my New Years resolution. I can't have pudgy knuckles!!!